forestkohys

Dead blog...

2011-11-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone... i am back, but took 2 month to come back and update this blog..

Nothing much to say, 2 months pass, have the wonderful outing with my god sis, also my friends as well. Well, and also playing games as well.. :/

Recently playing new game, name League of Legends(LOL). Almost the same as the warcraft dota, but, some different point. Like one example, no bush in LOL. Don't know why. Anyway, i do believe some of them also playing LOL game too.

Nine working month pass... feeling still don't feel happy, instead making me emotion and sad... :'(. If i can be the great character of history famous people, example: Zhu GeLiang :-x that would be great.. LOL(Laugh Out Loud)~ xD joking arh... i know that i cannot be so that clever than Zhu GeLiang.. xD

By the way, My dad have help me bought the iphone 4S. Got good and got bad. Good is, i can access to internet and surf net. Bad is... not almost game can able to play, i know castleage game i can play, but others game in facebook i cannot play as it need flash. But the flash have been resticted by apple... then also if let say watch youtube or play game. It use the batteries faster.. (even with my portable charges also no use...) :( sian.. :/. But still is pretty good la.. not that is not good...

Ok, end here.. Lol... first time or the longest i updated.. Am i still got the feeling for the blog? Whos know.. :/

Cyndi Wang Birthday~

2011-09-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

Oh my, lastly before i go. I almost forget, Which is Cyndi Wang Birthday, 8 more minutes and will be my favorite idol birthday~ :D. I love her <3. Cyndi JieJie, may all your wishes come true and be healthy. No matter what happen, your best friends or fans will support you, my dear Cyndi JieJie :)

Ok, end here. Hmm, don't know if i ever want to update my blog a not... who knows.. :/

See you in another update.

Happy Birthday Cyndi Wang~

My name and the Chatbox

2011-09-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

Oh Ya, I forgot to mention my name as Sylvester. My name have change since last year of my birthday. Why i using this forest is because:

Silvester

From a Roman name meaning "of the forest" from Latin silva "wood, forest". This was the name of three popes, including Saint Silvester I who supposedly baptized the first Christian Roman emperor, Constantine the Great. As an English name, Silvester (or Sylvester) has been in use since the Middle Ages, though it became less common after the Protestant Reformation.

Sylvester

Medieval variant of SILVESTER. This is currently the usual English spelling of the name. The actor Sylvester Stallone (1946-) is a famous bearer

Course since my last chinese name "森" is sound the same as forest and also since this word meaning have this word forest, So i decided to use Sylvester as my english name. :) You can call my Sylvest will do if my name is hard to call.. :)

... I guess my chatbox is full of scammer... I already know it is the virus... Zzz... Why do scammer want to disturb my chatbox.. x_x

Blog dead? Maybe not? Maybe will..? :/ Workplace people...

2011-09-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Wah.. WaaHh.. WWaaAhh. It is really a long long time since i never update my blog... But.. What to do.. :/ Playing my facebook game plus working all days long... Never write my true feeling here or at least memories...

Talking about facebook. Ya, RIGHT FACEBOOK~ Play a lot of games recently, i play Maplestory Adventures, Empire & Allies, Castleage, Dragon of Atlantis, Edgeworld and lastly Castleage: Heart of Darkness. A lot right x_x. Lol... Actually there is still got one game which i never play now is Dynasty War. If that i got play, i can say i bye bye to myself that i cannot go out with my friends or EVEN update my blog.. x_x. You know, I always think that, if there is this type of job which can be play game and have the pay, i confirm will DO that job! But i i know this cannot be true... So... stop dreaming SylvesterForest!

Hiaz... its been one week ever since i am absent from my work... Ok la... actually to be seriously say, i really DON'T EVEN treat them as friends anymore... Even if have, i only have one person in my life. Is a guy by the way, he is kind and gentle.. :) How i wish i can call him as little god bro.. :) Anyway, it is good not to see them their face or it will make me feel like i am been bully or whatever.. :/ They will be VERY joyful that i am not in the office and will have their fun on their own. Well, WHO CARE! As long i don't want to see their face, that's all! Oh, i also dislike food as well. Even though it is free lunch (actually it is $3 lunch provided free), but the food is like not so that good... x_x. Always buy me wrong type of food... :/ I now thinking that can i go out and buy food instead they buy lunch for staff... But i don't think i can always go out... I only know is they will suspect that i will not eat anything for lunch, also they will confirm will say me buy less than $3 instead of $3...

Actually i got my 2 best friends, i mean colleague. Which is Soo and Candy... Talk about Soo, in the first place, she is gentle and good to me... and i begin to like... somehow best friend. Wanted to chat with her and tell her my problem... But slowly until then she like piss off with me and say me the bad things which i do wrongly when working time... I begin to feel sad... By right... She should NOT say such DISCOURAGE words to hurt me... Is not what i want ok! After this incident, she like treat me as cold shoulder... Don't EVEN help me to take my food package together and then throw away. You all say, IS SHE UNFAIRNESS! I CAN DARE TO SAY THIS IS UNFAIRNESS! I begin want to curse her badly...

Candy... Actually she is also good, but heard rumors that this lady is like aunty and tell her 3 best friends (including Jerrina) about my case... Well, seriously say, this is bad... as she should not say about my background of what happening. Anyway, quick one. One lady, Jerrina, ask me, is candy is pretty or not, i say is okok only. Then after evening time when going home that time, Jerrina and Candy, yes, Candy is around. Jerrina ask me again, is Candy is pretty, i say is okok only, THEN you know WHAT! Jerrina anyhow say that I say Candy not pretty! WTH! Then i say Jerrina, DON'T anyhow say, I NEVER say Candy is ugly! Then when i reach home, i type is like this: "Average doesn't mean you are ugly or pretty. Averge is consider is a bit good already. If you insist me say who pretty, 3 pretty girls IS prettier than you all!" So tomorrow evening if i am right, Candy Delete me... No matter how i beg her... she still like don't add me... SHE too ALSO give me cold shoulder TOO! So from time round... She and i... will be enemy... "once the water pour out, it will not be collected again"

There is another girl which i also feel like i want to curse her terribly bad. Anyway its been June already... so, what can i say, as well i curse her... Oh, to the girl and the ladies, Soo and Candy, if you accidently meet me here and you found out my blog, well, just an curse advice. IF you EVER say this OUT. I CAN ASSURE YOU 3 WILL DIE TERRIBE IN HELL, SUFFER MISERY HELL LIFE OF SOUL! Remember what I have say to you 3, BEWARN!

When can i become expect..?

2011-08-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hi people. National day coming soon, so when you people plan on the National Day? Oversea? Go to National Day celebration? Haha, Just say only la. Lol, only one day only la, right.. So i do believe most people going to the National Day Parade there to celebate ;).

Hiaz... people, you know what? Ever since my first day in Feb until now... I still don't know, OR even scare to tape the "provision" items for 5 months... x_x My god... how can i face my friends or even family... I feel like i wanted to cry... T_T. By now i should be able to know the "provision" item well. But still don't know OR even scare of typing to it... x_x. My god... can give me advise what i can do...? Can i quit? If i quit i no bonus paid... Arh... Hell... Why only me still don't know how to type... T_T. Feel sad and disapointed...

How i hope i am genius so that i can type very well and speak very well... But... i am just the normal people which have no ambition... i even lost my... helping people type... where is myself... i ever wonder...

Sian... Another one ~~or 2~~ things to be sad or sian.. Which is... i hate seeing the selfish and irratating girl or lady... :/ Hiaz...

End here... See you all in another update. (How i hope i want to be happy without taking such pain and suffer in this world......)

Unknown...

2011-07-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

Gods... Best friends... Friends... passer by... tell me what can i do... For now... I feel haunted... i feel sadness... i feel hatred... I feel confuse and lost...

Tell me what should i do now...

Telling work stuff, short

2011-07-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Telling you guys a bit funny about me when i first join in the work place. I don't think i got tell you all guys about that..

You know something? When filing or do paper work, people would most likely sit down and do the work. But me? Instead of not sitting, i stand up and do my paper work or split paper! ROTFL! LOL! Isn't is funny? Haha...

Ok end here. Before i go, i post my last post... Don't see it or don't reply me in C-Box if you really don't know what to do... See you all...

unfairness... want fairness... want console...

2011-07-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

I feel like... its like... quite unfairness in my workplace.... UNFAIRNESS!

I feel like one by one... they friend with that idiot letter "P" girl...

Why do you insist that i act as a girl?!? WTH..

~~How i hope i want to murder all my hate people to let my heart peace down...~~

I just don't want to see them... How i really don't like to see them... :'(

Thank you... dad...

2011-07-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hi to all the reader or visitor. Whoa... 1 months plus and yet i did not update anything.. :/ Its like i don't feel like want to update anymore... :(

Anyway, this post is the short want:

I want to say thank you and sorry to my dad. Why i say thank you? Is because if it weren't my dad's help to search for job, i would be end up nothing to do for now... Thank you dad... for helping me... thank you so much... I know i should not like... somehow... argue you... Or even have the temper... but i just cannot change it... please understand me... But dad. Thank you so much, thank you... Dad... :)

Support Cyndi~ Happy Father Day.

2011-06-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

A short update since i going to sleep..

Firstly, i want to say is, Cyndi's new drama, Mei Le JiaYou is aired in Singapore in channel U. Give the support to Cyndi :). JiaYou Cyndi~ Oh, as well as New album. Heard it is coming soon. Support her album too my friends :)

Today is Father Day. My family go out and eat the SeaFood. (The steamfish which have soap on it). Seeing my dad happy make me a bit happy.. :). Well, maybe he long time never eat steam fish, which is why he is happy? Who know? :)

Ok, end here. Before i go, i wish all the Father the great Happy Father day and be healthy. :)

Hiaz... Tomorrow confirm will be busy... as that new pro is not around... she on leave... :/. Well.. What to do, just do what i can do then. Right people? Haha. Ok. Got to go.. See you all. Goodnight people. ;)

Xinmsn, matchup

2011-06-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

I say a while for the previous post then i stop that post. I just want simple life... that's all... Not tough life or even stress...

Ok, hmm... about Xinmsn.. I join in early morning which is 1 to 3am something.. Which is the matchup.com or something. Well... I don't know what happen... I cannot help myself... i cannot prevent the power of love... the moment i saw outside world... like so... x_x. I really cannot help it... sorry to myself and the god... I break it... forgive me...

Anyway... I join in... just to look and see if got any interest type of me... of course attitude of the girls is important as well.. Actually, i have it in my mind... but... she don't want to accept me... T_T. I try to find other day or chance to talk with her... if she can really be my type... (I really don't want her to say don't want me... I really hope... If not... In this life... I will be regreted in all of my HELL whole life...) Anyway, just the replacement of the girlfriend if she cannot accept me... (I will be regret in my whole life... T_T)

Working place people...

2011-06-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

Hi to all. Wow... so long never been updated for almost 1 month..

Ok, i think lets get started.. for updating.. ya.. but is the sad want de.. (oh my, i use singlish english.. x_X)

Anyway, talk about my workplace of the... 2 person which i disliked them... Don't ask me why... I just hate them... that's all... But i can only say them letter "s" and "p". Both of them are girls...

Start with the most very hate.. Letter "p". Who do she think she is, you good so what! You are just the normal person, Not like bossy tape MISS! So what i am slow or cannot catch up or even stupid i am! I am what i am. YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE! If you think i am the ungrateful or not worth, then don't talk to me! I also don't want to talk OR EVEN see you! Get LOST Girl!

Letter "s". Actually she is ok... Only thing is... She like never repay kindness... Or even help me at all.. Like help to receive or pick up call. Always ask me to do my own for the pick up call.. What the HELL... BY RIGHT IT IS YOU who is the one who answer all the phone, not me or other office people pick up call! Unless you do other thing like photocopy or washroom, then ok, i no word to say. But you tell me to settle MY OWN! I tell you what Miss "s". I don't FEEL like DOING YOUR HELL JOB AS RECEPTIONIST! THAT'S ALL!

End story... next post...

Succeed in 3 month probation..??

2011-05-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hihi, we meet again and as i promise, it is 2 weeks pass and i can update my blog~ Lol, no la, depend whether i free or not la. Last 2 week is actually not free so i not update.

2 things which i will post here. Which is.. Hmm, 3 month of probation have pass... no answer or result for my probation. I heard my senior say that: one of them say she at least 1 and the half month then she get the confirmation letter if i am right. Then other one say she never get any confirmation letter for one year. The other one say he did not get any letter eversince 2 years plus or so... Strange... 2 years plus and he never get.. :/. Anyway, if the boss never complain me anything, then i go on and continue my work. (Of course not to be harder work... x_x)

Last is.. Actually i am happy to see one of my college, Ms Soo, for her birthday. See her happy and smile make me feel quite better for her birthday. (Of course if it is others girls birthday, like example my god sis or maybe Yun. Will be quite feeling better also.. :) )

Zzz... i think something is not right for me... stange... Nowaday after i eat, which is weekend, i go sleep... @_@ don't know why... lack of sleep or... weak health?? Oh no... just hope not... Or maybe i have changed?? :/

Ok, end here. See you all in next update. Before i go, my favorite idol, Cyndi. She have new mv of her. Support her more~ JiaYou Cyndi~ She is prettier than i ever imagin~ JiaYou my Cyndi~ xD

Error cheque and Scammer...

2011-05-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hi to all. How's your holiday in Labour Day? Hope you all have a lot of fun and rest arh ;) haha. xD.

I thought yesterday i am surpose to go out with my parent for the Taiwan Actor and Actress which they acting in drama "love" (Ai) But mistaken, it is this week Sunday then i go. Suppose to update the blog yesterday, but was lazy.. Haha... what to do... Can't be help.. :/

Ok, anyway, two things to say before i go surf net a while and i go sleep.

About Cheque. Ya, Lol.. x_x You know what? That cheque is surppose to be discover last Friday, but only only my realize on Last Saturday that my cheque got error!? Need to be change.. x_x My god. By right i should know it last Friday... But did not notice... Hiaz... Hope my lady boss would not nag me, but i don't think boss will not nag... Well just hope she will not.. :/

Ok LAST. THE HELL SCAMMER! I already give them chances... they would not listen.. Well, ok, have to take action, that is, i have not choice have to close my C-Box.. :/ Wait until the time come then i go put back.. But then... Who know when i no need it at all (i mean c-box don't need it). Oh ya... Why should i bother the scammer, they are like virus air to me. Haha..

Well, to all the visitors or friends or my family, sorry for removing it. I just don't want the annoying message in my C-box, so have to remove it... If got anything, find me in facebook at sylvester_forest . But if it didn't work, you will have to create your account then can find me.. :/ Hmm, what if scammer try add me? No worry, will know who is my friends a not. If He or She is not, then will not add them if i do not know them.

Ok, end here. Hope and wish everyone have the good health and the nice rest. Goodnight all and Goodluck for the studies and the job as well. Me arh? Haha, ok will jiayou to myself also xD Hahaha~ Night all ;)

Between Study and working...

2011-04-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hi to all. Well.. I try to make it short since i got nothing to say..

Lol... again it is my... well... unwilling to do anything... I want to say is... If go to study, is like hard tough life of readind and remembering words or pratical. If go to working or job, there will be no resting at all, working and working and also need to remember what they taught me in work... Hiaz... Money... money... money... If the heaven can be auto drop would do right? Hahaha, Ok, stop dreaming... I know is a joke or might as well daydream... x_x

Ok, that's all.. I think next 2 weeks i cannot be able to update the post as this 2 weeks i will be tired for company my parents to the singing concert and also... Well... actually i really do not want to go to the wedding seriously say... I feel jealous... and plus feel a bit hate her... Erm, by the way, not my elder sister... is my one of my relative... I don't why i become like that... maybe she and i not so that close after all...

Ok, that's all, see you all in next update if i am free. See you all..

Whether i succeed in my job or not... :-s

2011-04-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hello to all ladies and guys. We meet again. Well, make it short want.. Actually I do not plan to update this blog since it is late... But then.. I will forget my memories.. Nevermind, anyway, i start my post now.. :/

Before i begin in short, just to let you all know that the title of the post (Negative word from the job... unknown title..) That post is actually the update time is 9:45pm, not 12am. Course of the delay in the editing post.. x_x.

Hiaz... Almost one month already... I do not know whether i can succeed in my job.. I mean can i continue my job once the probation of the 3 months is over... I am sorry to tell you all... I did my best... I even got tried to do my best to make faster... but it look like cannot.. I might even been remove from office.. I know i cannot say such word... But then... Its the fact.. And there is another reason why i say i will be remove is course i lose over to the new comer office girl... x_x. What can i do... you tell me... :(

Well... Anyway, I can just only pray i can make it in probation in 3 month... Just hope so... :/

Ok, end here. See you all in next update. Oh, and before i go. Thank you my dear god sis. I like the gift which is the sword. xD. You know, i feel like i want to play toy again. Haha. Anyway thank you my mei :)

Ok, got to go. See you all in next update..

Strange editor and post...

2011-04-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

Ps... The quick one. I don't know what the hell happen to this blog.. Need to use the new editor of the post which is recommanded to this blog. I have to use the new recommandation instead of old editor course if i use old one, i cannot enter new paragragh..

Ok That's all.. See you all in next update..

Nagetive word from job... Unknown Title...

2011-04-11T00:19:00.004+08:00

Hi to all the reader. As well as the scamer as well.. Don't know if i want to remove that C-box for the time being.. Always see the scam in c-box make me feel uncomfortable... Will be remove the C-Box if i feel been disturb by the scammer... (Know you limit Scamer...)

Talking about my job first.. Last 2 weeks i guess. I am so lucky.. It is only 2 hard call only, other is very easy to answer to the caller xD. Lucky arh? Haha.. But then... I still don't know la... I just don't want to do the reception duty... Whoever say easy you do lor... But don't say to me about this reception.. I just don't feel like it... x_x

Hiaz...

You know what i was thinking of.. I mean regarding my working place.. I fear i will be fire by my boss(Lady) By right i cannot think of the negative thinking or saying... But... I always got the very bad feeling that i will be fire. Got 3 reason.. One is; In the begining or early place where i first join in, i say it is confusing and complicated when teach by my senior... 2 is; I do quite slow.. I did not want it want.. What to do... I tried to be increase my speed but no avail... :/ 3 and the last; I do OT work. Erm, for the 3rd want i think is not that serious.. Unless boss would want to bother then i no word to say..

Well well well... If i really kana fire for this job... I was wondering... I need to continue find my job or continue my studies.. :/. Actually both of them suck to me... Haha... make me tired after all... But then... Is for my future... If i no study or find job, then i will be useless person afterall.. Right. Confirm one of you or a lot of you will say that.. haha.. :-D

Ok, end here.. Actually i got more words to say, but i delay and delay then update.. By the way, before i go. My Gan Mei Mei, My god Sis. You are welcome. If free we go out again my mei :). By the way, mei, You know what i was think and thinking? I was thinking that i really hope you will be the princess.. (Whisper: you know what i mean my mei... If don't know is ok. I just have to pray one day you will wear it one day.)

Ok, got to go. See you all in next update...

Happy Birthday, Grandma.. :)

2011-03-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

(Actual date of my grandma birthday is unknown..)

Today is my grandma birthday. I wish her good health and happy.. :)

Tomorrow my work.. and will be doing reception work for one day as senior is going for oversea for only one day.. Just hope tomorrow will not be the problem for me... :( Anyway, hey senior, enjoy your trip, stay happy.. :)

End here, see you all in another update.. :)

Hopeless or am i imagination...?

2011-03-20T14:29:00.004+08:00

Don't know what happen to me for this week.. Like i feel hopeless like cannot do useful things or work..

You know what... i don't know what to do when someone is hurt, i don't know if i can succeed in 3 month of probation...

2 days happen to me for this week... Monday, While i was doing my work, i heard the bomb or bang sound, i turn around and was stock to see boss was falling down while walking over the stairs... I was been stun as i don't know what to do... Like scare of something... (Now some or every people think i never help boss to get up...) Thursday, when i find something which i don't know what to do, i ask the senior what to do for my work, i heard he say don't need to photocopy as it is already paid.(He got say other things too, but i forgotten). Then i coninue do my work, after finish work i pass to him. Around evening i think 4pm something or 5pm something, senior call me and then he say why i never photocopy? I thought he tell me not to photo copy? (did i not hear enough what he say or did i not focus..?)

these 2 things... Which is i was thinking whether i can succeed for this job for 3 month... :( I hope i can...

... I hate doing reception... I was new... why me the one to do the reception!! Arh! Zzz...

Sian... Just hope i can endure the one day and the senior come..(a girl).

I Just don't like to do reception... :(

Earthquake plus Tsunami...

2011-03-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

Heard the recent news about 3 days ago that there is earthquake and Tsunami in Japan. A lot of Casualties and damage.. So scary... earthquake and tsunami.. Destroy every houses, car, ship, food, everything...

I cannot do anything... All i can do is to pray for them safety and hope the disaster will be oversoon. Stay strong people in Japan. Will be over soon.

Got to go.. Hiaz... Work work... and after this week over, i got one more week for the senior to teach me and she will be oversea... So sad... :'(' But of course other senior will try to help me if they free...

End here. See you all in next update...

My working place...

2011-03-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

Oh no... tomorrow my working again... Hiaz... Don't know is it interesting or fun work place.. In the first begining, i say i want to have the simple life will do, Now... Like it is the hard life and quite the stress life for me... :/ When can i find my SIMPLE life~ x_x

Now talking my work place.. My work place early day when i first join in (18/02/2011) is ok, but don't know if later on or serveral months will it be tough for me.. This is what i am scare or fear of... Then somemore... I thought i really join in as full time job.. But it only to test me how i perform well in duty and the job performance for 3 months of provision / probation... And plus... if the reception took leave, i need to help to take the call for her if everyone is busy... (I don't feel to do the RECEPTION JOB! Its like pressure for me.. I JUST hope i don't want to do that... You may think RECEPTION is easy just to pick up the call, but not only that, you need to do other work or job too... Its like multi task job... zzz x_x) Then my another fear which is the last is... Heard from my senior say... They may be nice, but slowly they will try to complain or say bad about me!?! What the hell... I don't even backstab them or say them bad thing or even disturb their work, for what must they bad things about me?!? But then on the other hknand... I got try to observe some of them, only the few people who is very good to me, but few is not so good.. I don't know yet, but i hope things will go smoothly... I just pray and hope so.. Then another senior say this company is the best of the best which it is hard to find. (I mean they are kind or good people) As long as i got do the job, they will not say bad about me..

So confusing... Who do i have to trust... Well, have to trust myself and becareful...

Overall of this job... Well, i don't know... I still need to see... For now is okok only... I never say it is good or it is bad... Just normal...

Found my job :)

2011-02-27T19:54:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone~ i am sorry, late update again.. x_x. It look like i am not so that always the update blog person... look like i am lazy.. x_x.

Ok, anyway, 2 things to say. One is, ok, as you all know i am back since 8 Feb 2011. Yup, home sweet home and see my best friends and friends :). 2nd and last is, yes, right i found my job~ Yeh! Haha, quite happy. :). Its data entry somemore and also is office hours :-D. Just joined this job on 18 Feb 2011. But then i won't be going out with my god sister or my other friends so often.. :/ Sad... Even if got, is less often... (tell one more reason why, course there is OT too... T_T. Actually, if i were the boss, how i would hope there is no OT... :/ )

(Edited: Oh ya, forgot to say, there is free providing lunch free somemore. Whoa, good right? But of course if buy too expensive food, you must paid little, maybe few cent coin..)

On the other hand... even if i got my, full time, i am a bit sad or not so confident that i always got the bad feeling that i might be kicked or been fired by the boss... :/ Okok, well, i just do whatever i can do.. At least got data entry experience and also some earning salary.. :)

Ok, end here. Only say i am back and also find my job. Before i go... Ok... I saw the mystery visitor (not my god sis)... To that mystery visitor: Ok, thanks for visiting my blog, but i need to ask something, are you the same blogger person? If you are, please, don't use the 2 or more different name.. If you do, i would not bother you AT ALL. That's all..

Ok, that's all, see you all in next update if i am free.. :)

Going to Genting soon.

2011-02-03T23:40:00.001+08:00

Going to be 4 Feb soon and i will be going to Genting.. But then.. I don't know why, even if i am with my relative, i quite miss my best friends... I feel like don't want to go genting, instead i stay at home and see my facebook friends...

Okok... I should not be saying that.. Anyway, my friends and visitor, hope you all enjoy outing with family and enjoy the Chinese New Year days. Gong Xi Gong Xi~ :)

Seriously say, i miss my best friends here in facebook. Hope i can see my best friends again.. Take care my best friends. Hope we can meet again! Happy Chinese New Year!

Will be back on 8th Feb. Take care my follow best friends.. :)

Happy Chinese New Year. :)

2011-02-02T23:40:00.003+08:00

Alright, few more minutes and it will be Lunar Chinese New Year. :). Me Wish all my friends, my family, my close one the Happy, Prosperous, Healthy Love and Good Fortune. Happy Chinese New Year~ GoNg Xi GonG Xi~

Will be alright.. No worry.. :)

Unknown...

2011-02-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

Don't know what happen to me suddenly... like i feel scare and emotional.... no feel happy at all... Eversince one of my parent is sick, i have turn to emotional... Hope i can be normal or happy again.. :)

New blog skin.

2011-01-31T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hi people. As you can see. I change my blog skin :). Nice right? Haha. xD. I decided to change it is because i don't want my blog to turn to rusty. Lol xD. Joking. :). And my mixpod, some of them are new. Erm, actually it is already appear quite long ago and of course some people have listen to some song. Anyway, just to say i have insert my another favorite song. Hope ladies and guys like to hear my some new insert song :)

Hmm, nothing much to say... all i want to say hope that i can find something to do after the genting.. But will be bore me. Hmm.. :/

Don't know what happen to the weather. Yesterday and even today is still raining until it is the cool weather.. Which is good, but then if washing or bathing will be colddd.. :s

Oh ya, tell you all a bit good thing, i have succeed installing my maple. Haha.. Well, actually i don't play the maple much but... as long as i got my company, which is my god sis, i will not feel bore :).

Chinese New Year(CNY) is near. Everyone got go to relative or even neighbour house to say "GONG XI FA CAI"? Haha, confirm have want. Anyway, hope people enjoy the CNY with family and love one. Have fun ;)

Ok, end here. See you in my next update. I think i will be updating my blog maybe near the CNY eve day. See you all. Goodnight and sweetdream :).

Reluctant or to work hard..

2011-01-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

Hi People. Sorry, play my castleage until it is over and start downloading maple(which is not done yet..) then i go update. Omg... well, same, this is my third time to update so late.. Hiaz..

Talking about maple.. I begin to start mad! Why? Course recently i got the anti virus scan.. That Anti Virus scan my downloading game and then of course it appear and say it have to virus, so i go and apply(or removed). After the virus remove, you know what, it also REMOVE/DELETE MY DOWNLOAD MAPLE GAME! What the hell. Got such thing meh! I thought it only remove the virus BUT REMOVE MY GAME! What the hell.. Then another make me bore is actually i got try to unable the anti virus guard and then of course i sucessfully download finish the maple, but then as i mention on top, in the first or early place i say strange, why i cannot see my application download. So i try to unable the anti virus guard and the finish downloading. Then before i want to scan, i try to see if can go in the install application. That one ok. So i scan and then i found out it can remove my game. Now my another bore or mad is yesterday morning till now, i try to download. first download(which i unable the anti virus), SLOW! Then i got no choice, i re-download again. Then after i think up to 94% which is today i think 12am to 1am the strange pop out window(i don't know whats that, i was a bit scare then i alt ctrl del to close that strange pop out but it auto close it, then it finish download. Then i try to click that application and it SUDDENLY say CORRUPTER! WHAT THE HELL! Mad right! Hiaz... Boring and sian and sad... Hope later can completely download and install application safely...

Talk about what am i going to do after Genting over.. Ya.. Going to genting again for next week friday i guess... Well, you know what i was thinking now.. I now thinking is, if i go to work, i was worry for my godsis.. I don't know why, no ask me... Also... Okok... i admit that i HATE boss nagging! If nagging at me, i will burst to anger plus sadness... Seriously say.. No lied... Then if i no work i like idiot staying a home do nothing. In other work to say is baggart. Erm, am i right to say for me? By the way, I say say only... So.. Hope it is nothing..

Chinese New Year is nearer.. and i am going to genting. Lol, confirm i say the same. Yup, i going for casino~ But some friends give me the suggestion of playing the arcade and the theme park.. Haha... What about they who come and accompany me. I will be VERY happy if they come with me. But i know it is impossible.. So yup as usual, will come to the same place play casino.. Haha.. But i will also try to listen to my friends advice or suggestion if can.. If not.. I am sorry...

Ok, End here. I think of wanting to change my blog skin as well as the mixpod too.. Hope i can change it as soon as possible before going to genting. Also the update as well. Ok, need to go now. Goodnight friends and visitor.. :)

Game dream...

2011-01-22T01:54:00.003+08:00

Hi and hello.. Hiaz... I guess i won't not repeat what i want to say... lol... i can only say once and for all. That is quite a long time never update the blog~ Also, its so late and yet i am updating~ LOL!

The topic... Haha... why put game world..? course ever since the first Jan 2011 of the new year until now i did not do something like go find job or go find the studies courses.. Whole days until now playing my one of the favorite game, Castle Age... Ya right... playing until today i still play.. >.<. There is few reason why i so reluctant to go find job or studies. 1: lazy, 2: quite low confident, and lastly (also involve number 2) Which is my parent tell me to tell them that CNY we will be going to genting once i get a job.. Hiaz.. I don't know, i think i stop saying here. Or i will be confused and will be mad... I mean it...

You know, i was wondering that... Ok, i know i am daydreaming.. I want to say is, if there is a job which only play game want and can make a living, hoho, then i will choose that job instead of other meaningless job.. Ok, PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR IDEA SYLVESTER KOH!

Boring... after i got a job or got school or whatever... i cannot play my games.. I mean i still can play, like castleage and maple and wargames. But i scare i will have to give up my new interest game which i like to play not long ago after the castleage event start, that is "Dynasty Saga" Ya, Danasty saga.. Too many game to play till i don't want to find job or studies... zzz...

I think i say too much.. I end here. Hope i will be updating soon. See you all. GoodNight people and friends.. :)

Farewell to 2010 and Happy new year to 2011

2010-12-31T17:30:00.002+08:00

Puff... so dusky... cough cough... never use for one month at least.. :/

Hi everyone! So we come to an end of the 2010.. But the new year of 2011 have come and who know that tomorrow which is new year will bring us joy and happiness xD Haha.

Hiaz... actually i am a bit sad for my laptop which i been hit by virus... :/ Only can use facebook a while for the castleage and play my other game.. :/ A bit boring... sian... Hiaz... all i hoope my laptop will be new as ever xD haha. Its already quite a bit old anyway.. :/ Joking..

Ok end here. Hope tomorrow which is new year bring us joy and find the happy or wonderfull event and... well of course my wish is hope this world is peace with no war, fighting and quarrel.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

Annoying... :/

2010-11-28T10:24:00.003+08:00

Hello. Wah.. still long time never update already.. :/ Ps arh, can't help it course... lol, actually if i still remember, i think i want to update last 2 week ago, but don't know what happen, like my mind don't want me to update blog x_x. Not only that, playing game too...

Actually i got a lot to say, especially the sad part... But then its like quite a long time, so... I guess i will not say it...

Annoying... why i feel annoying, is because i don't know whether i want to search for part or temp job or don't want to search... why i say or ask myself is that because my parent tell me that if i now let say example i found the job BUT i cannot take leave.. then its like a waste of the oversea genting... that is why i am troubling is this... part time i think is ok, but then.. i a bit scare is the same as the full time job..

Actually... by right is... part time job i got no worry want, but is that... i hate like example... let say is last minute then tell me then is affected me... like i scare parent will say me or nag me... what the hell.. I put it simple way, i don't want to let my parent mad or feel sad and going with them to genting happily, that's all...

I do not know what i want to do next... just to hope i got do something. See one day by one day, i still... deciding what to do... (Now in my mind, i thinking of studies... BUT, not confirm yet...)

Oh my god... i never change my music for almost 5 to 7months or 1year.. x_x.. Hope i will be changing soon. I got say that i will change it, but... well, i guess i am sort of lazy.. :/

Ok, end here. See you all in next update.. :)

华语ing Nice and outside job..

2010-11-02T22:00:00.004+08:00

你好，欢迎我的日记本^^

Haha, nice right my chinese. Erm, but still i need to learn more chinese right.. Haha...

Omg... it is indeed fast... x_x Last 2 week i was at the studies job courses in order to improve my interview skill, but... ok la, i mean it only increase a bit only, not so a lot of it... course i might forgot soon... Sian... I wonder when will i find my real job... My only goal or dream is the admin for now... why? Simple, i just want to work for weekdays only, not weekends... Lastly also is because i am only good or quite giid is the typing or other micosoft stuff.. Other job arh, i only can say i not interested, including the carry heavy object want...

So sian and a bit sad, like quite fast for the timing... so fast it is November... consider i rest for one month already... zzz. x_x. Sian ah... I was wondering... you know what i was thinking? Even if i go for studies, that does not mean i can get the job easily...

Actually, i don't know yet, but i know a bit. I know is, the reason why people can get full time job is course of 2 things, i say the fast thing, that is, people found their ambition what job they want. Other is... They don't care for the work of the day. To make it a bit simple, they are willing to work night shift or even the weekend as well, that is why they can get the job easily... Maybe?

Sian, why this enviroment don't give people chance of learning the job... still need the working experience... Want to kill them or use tooth pick to take them out of their life...

Hope i can have my plan before the end of November... For now, i not too sure is it will come true a not, as one of my father friend say wait for the news... Hope i can join in either this week or next week. No matter how hard, i still do my best to learn admin work.. But then i think that better tell me the answer whether i can join in a not, or it will be waste of time...

好了，我说完了，下个日记再跟你们说，再见! xD

End here, will post or talk again. See you all :). Oh one last thing, Selina from SHE, may the god bless you recover from the illness and the wound. Be well Selina..

生老病死...

2010-10-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

生老病死。。。世界末日。。。可以避免吗。。。?

Times Flying~..

2010-10-01T12:21:00.002+08:00

Omg... So fast is Friday? Sob... can i slow down the time? T.T Too fast. Zzz.

Sian, at first in the first place, i was about to rest for 1 week, but then i think of myself that one week is not enough, so i thinking of 2 weeks rest which is better..

Next week i go on training course. Hmm... Wonder what is that about.. :/.

You know what i was thinking now? I now thinking can i have another rest~ Haha, okok... i know is impossible. Also if i continue to rest, i waste a lot of time and day spending resting and playing games... x_x

End here. See you all in next update. =)

Two days left for temp...

2010-09-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

For now, i want to clear off my unhappiness for what that aunty told me that last 2 days ago. I don't feel like to heard it... Me is me, thats all.

I now want to be happy. 2 days left and i will leave the Uniqio xD. Ya right... Uniqio again right? This is my second time of doing this in temporary job... But Now, I will not do it again. Even if i want to do, i might be doing 1 or 2 years bah... Or not even that, MIGHT NOT want to do again!

Ok, I end here. Haha, instead of "got to go", I put it as "I end here" Smart right? ;). Lol, joking la. Ok, see you all in next update.. :)

Me is me...

2010-09-17T12:06:00.003+08:00

Hi to all. Long time no see arh? Heheh... Well, hope you all is ok. Don't be like me arh? xD

Still the same as that time... Actually i got something to say, but a lot of it i forgot what to say... But then even if i say, who will help me to clear up my trouble mind or even confusing mind...

Just a short or several words... I not too sure am i right to say or wrong to say... I want to say is... If... If there is any job which is not so that important.. I will be quite happy and will work on it... If it is VERY important want... Might as well as i do temporary job then doing part time or full time... Actually i wanted to say is... for all job, this is my VERY first time heard that aunty from Uniqio say that every men must be fast... not slow.. If there is not that kind of like fast job, i would be quite happy... That is why i prefer temporary job then the other job. Unless some job which is not that very fast want, But NOT VERY slow want la! Like average average speed job la... But then I don't think in this world, there are some type of job... Hiaz...

I not too sure some or lot will think what about me? Am i that Unfair? Am i daydreaming? I must wake up or other else... As i told myself before... Me is me, they is they... I don't want to do what the people tell me to do the useful job or person. As long as i did nothing wrong will do... Unless time come, then i will do it... no other option...

Is it meaningless or meaningful...?

2010-09-09T14:32:00.003+08:00

Hi again. hmm, not bad arh...? I just one week for not updating my blog... haha...

Hiaz... sian... How i hope i don't really live in this torture or unhappy world... better then leaving early THEN letting me feel the pain...

I know some or a lot will say it is human nature... So what? You mean you want to let it to go on suffer pain instead of happiness? Arh! I don't know how to say it, but i only know one BIGGEST WORD, I don't want! If the world still continue suffer, what for must i live in this world GREAT of Miserable? As well as i go early... so that i will not suffer any pain...

Actually i saying now is the job... Any meaningless job, Admin, Shoping, Technican, canteen or even rubbish job too. Everything! You know what i want to say. I want to say is... Why they got NO patient or HEART at all! Anyhow scold the employee... We are not there to let you all scold, we are FEELING human! NOT treat us as the ANIMALS! For the HELL DAMN must you anyhow scold! DAMN! DAMN!

I am ok, it's just that this world is unfairness. For me to say or my option... Anyway, will be alright...

Sian... going back to my workplace there (7 July) that selling clothes want... Ok that's all... see you all... (Might be chaning song, but still almost of it are Cyndi of course.. xD)

Temporately job...

2010-08-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

Hi again~ Long time never update again~ Zzz~

Hmm, what do i need to post? :/ Well, nothing much i guess.. :/

Actually there is, but then... lol, treat it as i am quite lazy to update nowaday as i playing HOMM online and also the facebook Castleage game.. xD

Ok, let see what i want to say. Hmm... Ok, i think i got quite or a lot to say.

Actually i got work last 2 week ago for only 4 or 5 days works i guess. Something to do with packaging. That work where i work is quite pretty good as like you can serve ownself a coffee or drinks. Sound good right? Haha.

But... if talk about another work. That is not long ago i think is 25 Aug. I thought it is suppose to be packaging want, but it turn out to be the hell carrying and moving around items or objects. What the hell sia... i not that person who is strong leh... you want to kill me?! Zzz... After the work finish, i no choice have to call the job agent(Winnie) and say i cannot make it as i have health problem, then after the job agent discuss with the job HR, she told me not to come to work there as my health got problem...

Then next 2 days i go to that recruit express there as i heard there is available temp job for me. So i go there, and then you know what ... must i be angry or happy..? I think i cannot say i am happy, confirm will be quite mad want(Actually in real i am VERY angry, but then i think and think, mad no use. Like its quite bad for me...) Other job agent like how to say, like look down on me, like i am the break promising person... WTH! You know what other job agent say? She say i better don't say any excuse anymore!? I think i got heard what she say.. I think so, or else i wouldn't been mad at all...Then i say goodbye to her, she like... hiaz... heck care she was... Well who care... I also would not care at all! You know? Let say if i was other person, i confirm would not care to help this idiot other job agent help want. If want me to help, i confirm will find excuse and will say, sorry i don't like, go find other person to help you.

Last few days or even today i still quite sad for another thing, that is i still need to pay fine if i don't want to work there even if you give them notice (example: if you tell inform them that you don't work to work before 5 days). Ithought i got heard winnie once say that i don't need to pay want if the working is like not suitable, then can no need to pay, now need to pay!? Unless i got a VERY good reason, let say example my health problem and cannot carry heavy things or objects. That want is the reason and i will not pay fine. BUT if i don't have any GOOD reason, i will have to pay... Hiaz... quite sad... T_T.

I still thinking about my last week Sunday with my friend on 22 Aug. I will not remember that day is my GREAT happiness day. =D. Ok that's all. See you all in next update.

Oh ya, forgot, as all of you know. That i tomorrow start work as in office hours ^^, but the place is quite far. But then it is an office hours. Heheh. xD.

Happy Birthday S'pore :D

2010-08-09T18:45:00.004+08:00

Today is Singapore Birthday. So might as well say that all the Singapore citizen the Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday Singapore!

Well, actually i got a small wishes. As always. I hoping and wishes that there will be no war or fight. Live in peace and harmony. Oh and if possible, helping each and every if they need.

Happy Birthday Singapore. :)

Will update if free... :)

Uniqio timing...

2010-08-06T11:08:00.003+08:00

Oh right... before i go prepare to go work, just want to tell all that today i work on afternoon and tomorrow i work on morning. Tired right... but luckily its only 2 days only... Just as i previously say before, hope they don't extend me... that's all...

Ok that's all. See you all in next update when i free... :)

Uniqio again... :/

2010-08-05T20:11:00.004+08:00

Hello~~ Whoa, it's being a long time seem almost a month never update.. :/ Hmm, can i like Felicia blow her dairy(Blog)? Huff~ puff~ Lol. :D

Anyway, i doing fine. Just play game like HOMM and castleage(In facebook) and also looking for job... yup.

Hiaz... Uniqio again.. I mean second time i doing... I don't feel like doing that job... course... i don't like to greet customer... Grr :@... Oh by the way, it's different place, its at Orchard Ion there... Anyway, luckily its only 2 days only, but then... actually today i go out and see where is it about and also see how they do at there... Erm... ok, i don't want to say anything in Uniqio Orchard there... I just want to pray myself that HOPE they like no... i mean like scold or whatever... Why arh...? Treat it as i am quite sensitive... That's all...

I feel like... quite or a bit mad today... so what if it is good... I don't give a shit! I just want to do basic life will do... unless i got my love, then of course different story... but then... i think and think... i think i don't think i got a chance... Yes, no chance for love... Might be putting single in my whole life... Unless the time come... then i put it as in... (in a relation...)

Lastly i want to say sorry to the person or might as well say best friend. Sorry for that time late sending you message. I am sorry. I can't control myself... I don't know why. But i really hope you will accept my apology...

That's all. See you all in next update...

Short word or post...

2010-07-15T10:45:00.002+08:00

By right yesterday i want to update want, but i going out with my sis. So ps ah to all...

Anyway a short want. Just let you all know what i doing. For my job, i mean my own, actually is quite or very easy if you got go outside and see whether is fold or hang. But only thing which i DON'T like is the greeting to customer: "Welcome to shop" (Got the name want, but i don't want to put it... Maybe next post will update...)

Well, ok la, now got 3 happy thing in my job there, that is:

One i only hang or fold clothes only in women fitting room. Two is i don't need to do the very hard job for me for now. And last is Saturday is my offday and Sunday will be my last day~ Ya, AT least i don't do at that hell place~

Will con't(continue) post my post if i free. Mostly either Saturday or Monday.

Need to say sorry again to my best friend in facebook, I saw your message. But i never reply. Will do my best to reply you. If possible Saturday i will reply you. So sorry...

And last to my god sis, ps, sorry for not opening my msn yesterday. Will on my msn next time if i want to surf or play online game :).

See you in next update.. :)

I am not right...

2010-07-07T18:49:00.004+08:00

Sorry for being saying to this... but i can't forget it. That's all...

Also... actually i got something but i previously delete it as i got my reason why not show this to my blog... I will put it in my secret blog... (If i free..)

Shop Keeper maybe?

2010-07-07T18:15:00.003+08:00

Ok, just a bit of short word of what i am doing yesterday. I got selected the work and it is the part time job. But i don't think i like this job... course it's almost as Mei Zhen Xiang, Bak Kuan which need to work everyday. Yes, it is EVERYDAY~ Hiaz... but i don't blame that job agent who recomand this job for me... But then of course got offday want, just like today is my offday which given to my manager. Anyway, since i got nothing to do at home. So might as well go out and do work / job. Instead of staying home and play game and let my family nagging... Oh... Hmm, well, actually seriously say, i would not want to work want... course... ok i just don't want to say. Just as i previously say before, unless i got my item. Erm, i mean heart type. You all know what i mean. Actually i would not want one... hate the fate who let me fall in love with someone... But still that person would not accept me... you know... when i don't get what i want... maybe one day... who know... that one day i might turn to another person, the bad person... Whos know... If i am the bad person, how i hope i would be... Ok i don't want to say, still you all know what i want to say. If not, then nevermind...

Ok... Well... my second job temp want... just to say all the best to me. Do what i can do. That's all. See you all in next update. (Regard when i free a not... x_x) Oh, last, i now quite a bit alright. Only thing is... I don't know she is mad at me a not.. (ps i say my friend). If she is mad... I can only say... my apology to her.. sorry... i am sorry...

Depression... disappointed...

2010-07-04T16:39:00.003+08:00

Haha... well again i never update for quite long.. hmm...

Three things which make me unhappy: Laptop still cannot work.. (less often i guess after it been servicing..). Job agent saying me or might as well say scolding... last is... am i doing wrong? Why you don't like it? I don't get it why... (edited: last, even 2 of my close family saying me...)

Can at least give me quiet and also wish me finding job. Instead of saying or scolding me... I feel like fed up already if it is still continue nagging or saying me...

(Edited: I forgot to reply to my best friend... Hope she can forgive me... Sorry about that... i can't get out of these games after i saw the new game(HOMM). Really sorry... I am sorry, i try my best to reply you soon. Ok, my best friend? I am sorry, really sorry... please forgive me...)

This world slowly change i guess...

My neighbor..

2010-06-21T10:59:00.002+08:00

I know i cannot think too much.. Dead people cannot bring back the life... This i know, not that i don't know. She taken care and play with me when i am small...

I cry for her... I pain for her... I lost her...

May she rest in peace... I will remember her in my heart...

Don't worry, i am alright for now... as per normal... See you all in next update...

Long time never update again.. x_x

2010-06-15T10:15:00.003+08:00

Ps to all. sorry not updating my blog again. Anyway i make it short, course i will be rushing to play my new online game HOMM (Heroes Of Might & Magic) Onlines game.

Last 2 week actually i busy doing my job seach to look for job but still in no avail... :/ Then of course surf net and playing my mini game. Lastly, which is last week, i play HOMM which my friend tell me that this HOMM is out, so i go play this game and also play together if can.(Actually it is i who told him this HOMM link in facebook. I play mini game and i found it want. Lol, this is my first time to introduce my game to one of my friend, (4 eyes) Hehe :D)

Ok, got to go, will post the blog if i got time. See you all.

(Note: To my sis or my friend. I never say i stay home and play game. I got look for job want, with my parent help... Anyway, will still looking. Not that i don't want to look for job. It's i want. So don't think i am VERY lazy...)

Emotion reacting me again...

2010-05-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

Oh ok, finally my reservist is over. But as i say, need complete 5 cycles or... Well just heard my PNS officer say that i need 40 years old then i am done... Hiaz... 40 years old... I scare time will flying fast... And then... I GG...

Ok, enough talking rubbish or nonsense or anyhow say... Well... reservist finish, i should be happy, not sad... But i don't know why... I mean i should be happy, but then... Ok... actually i sad for 2 things... first is the laptop... damn... i don't know when i will call or convince my dad to help me see or call the maintenance people to help me fix my laptop... Why i need call? Ok, as confirm, i try to play other game, not warcraft, it's Heroes II Game, and you all know what? IT AUTO SHUT DOWN!?! What the HELL! It's the old game already and still it will auto shut down.. So i believe the inside laptop system should be maybe overheat or burned... I think so, or else why i play Heroes II and it will auto shutdown.. and very sad is, i not too sure yet, I cannot even play Command and Conquer Tiberian Sun and my oldest game, Wargame. Sian... Only can play is the mini game... what the hell...

Then second which is last... Eh, i don't know why also. I only know like i did not talk with my best friend (outdoor, not msn...) I feel like no mood after all...

For now i want to play my game to get rid of my emotion... But then.. I not too sure if i can get rid a not... Course... it's too deep... my emotion or heart is too deep...

Is there a or any girls who can console me or counselling me..., ok..., if not, how about guys...? Hmm...

Farewell Deputy Prime Minister Goh. And others to say...

2010-05-23T10:08:00.006+08:00

Last week 14/05/2010, i saw the news that the former Prime Minister Goh Keng Swee has pass away... I feel sorry and a bit sad for this as he help us a lot in pass time(I Mean Long Ago). I have a bit of words and my respect to him. Deputy prime minister, may you have a safe road ahead and rest in peace. We will remember you as in history you once help us a lot. Farewell Deputy Prime Minister...

Reservist over soon. Actually i must be happy that it is over, but i am sad for 2 things: One is the job, ya right, still have not call me yet... guess i fail my interview... hiaz... Two is, is in my police side... I just tell you all that i have been make fun of it, and i feel quite sad and mad. I wanted to curse this 2 persons soon... I don't want to... but... hiaz... see what is the condition first then... third and the last is... Nevermind, will tell you all if i am not that somehow sad or feel stupid...

I think i will also post my profile which regarding the reply in facebook and my blog when i free..

Talking or share with you all about "reply"... hmm, ok, all i want to say is, even if you not free or whatever, i don't think that you don't have time to reply. Rest time or break time can reply want. But, of course when you like not in the mood or doing personal things, then of course person or your friends will say; ok, just don't think too much or next time chat.. BUT, if let say you don't reply to the person for more then 1 week or more or even months, that person or some people will think you treat them as idiot or stupid and will be quite mad, disappointed and even sad. They send you a message and you don't reply reply them. So to all, try to reply if you got spare time. Or else your friends will misunderstand you... (Don't need me to say, i also include as well... For me to reply is not a problem to me. But... well you all know what i mean, i don't want to continue as it break my heart...) (Edited: By the way, i talking about sms, msn or other mail. Not the life time.)

Ok that's all, see you all in next update. Will try to find job. (Job... job... where are you~)

Life time... (cut it short...)

2010-05-18T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hi again, sorry for the delay. Lol, why must i say sorry? O.o. No one come to my blog, what for must i say say sorry x_x. Haha, okok, anyway, still want to say sorry about that.

Actually, i just want to make it short for the title of Life time... I only know one good reason for me, that is for my god sis that i don't want to affect my sis anymore.

Ok i continue. I just want to say.. Well, I mean let say you have lost your love one. You cannot possible stay at home the whole months or even worse few months to cry for your love one. I know some will say; "I want to be with them, i want to die with my love one" or.."Our life shall end if we lost love one" Ok, Guys and Ladies, i know that it will be pain to see the lost of the love one. But that doesn't mean our life end or stop already. We must still continue our life no matter what happen. If don't do anything, then who will be suffer? Our parents, relative or even close friends as well. So in anyway, don't do anything stupid or stay emotional. Of course not to tell you all to forget your love one. I mean try to control it. Not 100% to be happy, maybe 65% happy, 25% sad. 10% normal But if can, that will be good. But of course don't turn to a nut person... Just to be a let go off easily.

Ok, that's all. Actually got more want but as i say, i just don't want to affect my sis and few of my others friends as well.. If i can remember what i want to post if i am free or wait for my friend to be ready or whatever, then will post again and continue what i want to say. If not. Well, too bad. One last thing, hope guys and ladies understand what i want to say. If don't understand, as me in c-box there..

Ok, that's all, see you in next update... ^_^

Poly life...

2010-05-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

Hello ladies and gentleman. Quite a long time no see. Anyway just a greeting to you all. Heh.

I talk my reservist first before i say the poly things... Haha, i feel like very relax there as i only folding letters, send letter to investigator and filing. Open file want i let my Junior do, Heheh... So relax right? Lol..

Ok, as all you can, the title i post is "poly life". To all who is intending to studies for poly. For my note or advice. If you all want to score very high or distinction, you cannot relax, must stay focus for all times and cannot even rest. Anyway, just cannot slack or even rest or even play game, that's all. But if just want to just pass, well, just relax or do what you want like play game... in poly, i dare NOT to say it is a fun place. IT maybe fun like playing computer with friends or talking with friends, BUT not in this studies. Studies like give you a stress... Well, it depend. If some of you think it is ok, then i will not saying it. I will only say, good luck and jiayou for your studies in poly..

Oh, and you need a well team or friends to help you. Not by independent... If don't communicate well with friends. It will be hard... trust me...

That's all... Will trying to update soon regarding life... See you all.

My Co-op (chairman), Sin Leong Birthday & others...

2010-05-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

First, i would really want to... arh... to my friend Sijia. Why? I was thinking is my friend really like that song or she choose for me to sing? Well, i think maybe she want me to sing, but i am shy... x_x. Anyway it's ok, it's my favorite song anyway xD.

Yesterday celebrating my co-op friend(chairman), Sin Leong Birthday. Actually, seriously say, i am quite happy that i see everyone smile and enjoy themself in karaok (Scarlet City) at AMK Hub there. Laughter and smile... make me feel better quite a lot. :).

If there is a world which have the cheerful, enjoyable, fun and helpful people(help each other, olay with each other, happy with each other), i will surely live in that world. I really wish i want to stay if there is such world... How i really hope that...

Ok... Hmm, about my reservist... well, quite the same, weekend not doing, only weekdays doing. (Heard that i still can be relax ^^. But then i try NOT to be too relax until she nag or scolding or even worse, she will try something big to throw at me... anyway, i try not too... or i will be in trouble:/ )

Ok, i need to go now, it's quite late... See you in next update.. Before i go, happy birthday Sin Leong. :)

Reservist :/

2010-05-06T18:32:00.005+08:00

Hoho, tomorrow will be my reservist and it will be my second time for my reservist. I wonder will it be the same or different this time round... :/ Well, whos know, tomorrow report then will get the answer..

(Edited: Well, i forgot to add some words in, i want to say is i need to wake up early... x_x Nah, ok, i know.. Even if i don't have reservist, i still need to wake up early if i already have have job... x_x. Reservist until 24 May 2010)

For the top video of "Mess response", will be delete soon, so take note.. :/

By the way, i have decided that i will use my english name when my birthday come. Will update you all when my birthday come.. ^_^

Ok, that's all, see you all in next update.

About my idols...

2010-05-03T13:22:00.009+08:00

Two thing to note before i start to say or tell. Which is... Ok, for now in this blog, i think i stop saying my blog, i mean like example "why people never see my blog" Well, i stop saying this for now. It's just option right, just like you want to know what i am doing in life time... So... up to you all... yup... And last is, i going for reservist in 4 days... Hmm... i always tell myself that i don't think that all senior officer is really treat me that well...

Ok... actually previous post which i forgot to say my another idol, which is Singapore. she won the top 10 Actress award. Not bad for her leh ^^. But... heard that she say she will leave the show soon... so sad... anyway no matter. She still part of my idol, no matter where she go, will support her decision. Felicia Chin, all the best to you! Hope or wishes you can come back to show and i can see you acting again ^^.

I got another word want to say... I guess some or a lot of you know the Fan Zhi Wei (Wing Fan) and of course my idol Cyndi Wang. Well, I not too sure all of you thinking of... Some or few... might say Cyndi is a (bad word), some or lot of you say Fan Zhi Wei is the idiot of the actor. Hmm... Well, first i want to say to those who don't like Cyndi. Cyndi is not the type of person which anyhow do something bad or stupid... If she is bad... ok... then i believe i choose the wrong idol and regret. But i do believe, she is not the bad idol at all! I believe on her. For those who hate Fan Zhi Wei or support Cyndi Wang. Heheh, seriously say, ME, too, also hate him for what he did. The relationship is already over and yet he show his photo of him and Cyndi. I don't wish to follow the people who say him "go to hell. you damn, ect.." I only say him this; don't create any trouble or you "WILL" regret it in your lifetime... In other word if he create trouble again, i curse him... simple... I feel sad for Cyndi Wang... Why i not close to her... why... Hiaz... anyway, if want to know the news of Cyndi Wang and idiot Fan, see the news in xinmsn

Ok, that's all, see you all in next update. Oh, if possible, support my 2 idol, Cyndi Wang and Felicia. (Especially Cyndi ^^)

Lazy...?

2010-04-27T10:33:00.004+08:00

Oops... someone is counting how many time or day i waste... sorry la... I would want to find job want, but that stupid job there say need to wait. How long i am going to wait... x_x . Anyway, don't worry la, i know what i want to do, only things is i quite lazy, BUT NOT 100% lazy...

Just a short want... ps arh, i thought i can tell regarding drama, but i don't think so for now as i go find job and also play mini game at a time... Oh, ps god sis, i remember i promise you that i will watch that Shining Inhert, But i don't know why... i kana addicted in this show, give me some time, or i know, if you online, you tell me to watch that Shining Inhert.. :)

Ok, i go find my job, see you all in next update if i free or got words to say...

Long blog i am going to say.. :/

2010-04-23T14:36:00.009+08:00

I say Hi Hi, you say Bye Bye. Hehe, am i following my favorite idol, Cyndi Wang? Of course! Hahaha~ Ok, enough joke. Today got a lot of words, so once again, eat sweet :S.

Ok... as you now know I still didn't find my job yet... Well, simple reason, that idiot lady say that she will inform me once she have found my job... But estimate (weekend not counted as i heard one of the say she not working...) 4 days already never call me or inform me... What the hell, i thought it surpose to be fast want? Hiaz... What to do. Somemore it also waste my time of it... hiaz... I think no choice lor, i will still try to find it until i find the job and will tell you all what i do as.. ;).

But then... oh well, what to say... You know like something call unfortune happen event. Like example i kana reservist. Then after reservist, i want to search again, oversea... zzz... Why not i don't do the work or job instead... o_o Hiaz... By the way, ok, don't say i don't admit... i admit that i am a bit lazy of find work and unwilling to find work... It's like once i find my job or work, i like hard to play my mini game... Anyway, and actually, it's true that i am wasting time, BUT WHAT you espect me to do! Look, it's my first time find job, and as what you see on top, i thought that lady will tell me the infomation soon, but it turn out to be like 4 days already, almost like one week have pass! And also my reservist is coming soon... x_x. And then afterthat, seach job or wait for that person to call up, and then oversea, and then... and then... Hiaz... Don't know la, anyway will do my best to keep looking...

Ok, hmm, by the way, i recently like the 3 new idol from the drama show of the "Autumn's Concerto"(下一站，幸福). I watch i think last 3 weeks ago and I feel like want to watch the show again, even if i have finish watching. Like it is very romance or as well say that actress is pretty and beautiful and her acting on the show like the well known lady. How to say, like the respectful or angel person. I don't know how to describe her on the acting, but that lady acting as Liang Mu Cheng is like my respect type, or might as well say i fallen in love with her... Anyway, this show is really nice. I fall in love with this show xD. Oh, don't misunderstand me arh, i still like Cyndi a lot and will be still the number 1 of my idol. So nothing would change me. xD. Oops by the way, they have their name, i put as ranking of the like ^^. An Yi Xuan(安以軒), Xiao Xiao Bin(小小彬) and last is Van Ness Wu(吳建豪) (from F4). Ps... i do not know why, i only know i use my laptop now and i try to copy and paste the chinese or english word in my blog, but cannot. I not too sure if i use other computer can copy paste a not. Later will try..

By the way... for the "Autumn's Concerto"(下一站，幸福)... Hmm... actually in one of the episode, there is part which they got affair with each other(Acting want, not serious of course). I want to say is... hmm... You may watch but don't kana like... how to say, like make love... you know what i mean, right guys and ladies? No need me to answer all of it... (Eh... ok, actually i am in it.. but i not the type ok...) Oh... and by the way, in the beginning it will be a bit annoying, but later or almost the last episode, it will be the interesting.. :)

Oh by the way, last week or last 2 weeks(Including this week) i play mini game as well as i finding job and visit my friends in poly... (Toastmaster and my ex classmate.) (Edited: Ps... that week i also go for Nee Ann City Tower A To go for the interview and Celementi as well... :) )

Ok, i guess i say a lot of words for today. That's all. See you all in next update..

(Edited: Using my another computer to copy and paste for the chinese word xD. May update soon regarding My new like show... :) )

(Edited: Oh, and one more thing, as you can see, the time i post is 2:36pm, but because i play mini game plus surf net cause me delay... x_x. So The real time which i finish my post will be 8pm something...)

Recall my dream in my blog...

2010-04-10T14:57:00.002+08:00

Ok, as you can see, i am back from genting on 6 Apr. But i never update as i sick that time.. Now quite ok.

Anyway, today might be short or long, who knows. Ok, my task is done, i succeed sending my friend gift. But one thing which make me NOT so happy... that is reservist! Zzz... okok, i know i shouldn't complain much.. Well what to do, accept fate then... Ya, only 1 month to go then i go reservist... What a dull... work, reservist, and work again... oh well...

Hmm... i can see my long time friend, sijia in my C-box there. Hello there. Ps la... maybe i not get use to it. Or got reason want... Anyway sorry ok. If got chance, we chat here or we go out if possible? ^^.

By the way, even if i am long time never update, you may also look at my old memories there(Archive). By the way, i never tell you all to read one by one, you may some skip words also can. Just now i read from my old memories(archive) there, a lot of my love miss memories... I also want to see whether i got repeat for some of the words in old memories there. I think i going to add some or few of my profile there if i got time..

There is something which i want to say, but i think i need to think first before i write my blog here. Ok got to go now, see you all in next update. =)

Bye everyone, take care ok ;)

2010-04-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hah, i still don't know it is April Fool day. Don't be kana trick lor. Haha.

Nothing much, just to say to everyone, inculding my friends and best friends please take care ok while i am away for 3 days. Whoa, quite funny, why i am leaving i must tell everyone to take care. Hah, maybe I get use to it.. :) Anyway take care ok ;).

Ok, a while then i go to sleep. See you all in next update.

Several words...

2010-03-30T14:35:00.004+08:00

Hi again. today nothing much, maybe only several words to say. Anyway, about Cyndi, hmm, actually i should not say that. Course i now suddenly realize that, it is not what they want to do, maybe the music director or high position tell them to do it want. Also, it's their hardwork and effort to make money. So no matter who the idol you hate, still we must give their support. If possible, support my idol, Cyndi Wang too. ^^.

Going to genting soon... and i miss my few friends or special friends.. I hope they take care of themself once i am away from genting.. When i back? Well, heard my parent say we stay there for 4 night, so, will be back from 6 Apr. Hmm, miss me? How about you all see my facebook there and look at my picture, that way you all will not miss me xD.

Ok, got to go. Oh... before that... sorry to say, i maybe still not find or do my job yet until i finish my task then i go do or find job.. I got my reason want... Trust me, i will DO it until i finish my task... (secret, will not tell, is regarding friend). Ok that's all. Take care to all, even my best friends as well. Take care everyone!

About mixpod..

2010-03-26T16:26:00.002+08:00

Whoa... if you got passer by, you can see on the top right of the small video that i added 29 of it. Ya, 29 of it. So many of the song. Anyway, this my my like song, and as you play it, some is not cyndi wang, it's other idol. Well, anyway, i think some of you may know, i love Cyndi Wang, nothing will change me, unless i got another love idol. Anyway, i will not forget Cyndi Wang.

(Edited: Add on 11am till 3pm plus for today.. X_x)

Ok, about mixpod which i today choose want. Some of the videos are quite soft, almost of the video are very loud. So becareful while play, especially the first part video, "ai ni" this video is quite loud.. Then 2 of the video which is not a mv, that is "paopao tang" and "saying i love you" even if these 2 don't have mv, but at least have sound or music on it. So hope you all like it.. ^_^.

By the way, there is 2 videos which is... well, sort of like make you like love her or electri shock on Cyndi if you are a guys.. That will be "Happy Loving" and "Ai Ni" Eh... actually i don't want to add the "Happy loving" as it is too... how to say, like almost expose herself.. So only listen to her song only, while that "Ai Ni" song... also quite a bit the same as "Happy Loving", But i got fallen in love with it~ why? course it's like a pretty cute girl in school uniform. Well, anyway, will remove for "happy loving" as it is too... well, i mention already.. See first.., i can no need see this "happy loving" mv, only hear the song will do. "Happy Loving" song also not quite that bad, hope everyone enjoy this song. (Eh... of course i not telling you all to turn to PERVERT for seeing this "Happy Loving" MV! Support her can. BUT, If you want, do it at your own risk. Well, i mean not on my idol, Cyndi Wang, of course. That's all..)

Second last is, i also got added one of the infamous song, that is "Nobody"(Wonder Girls). Ok... i know it's famous, but i will not support it. I just only like the song, not the idol. I don't know i got say this before in my blog. That is, i only support like average or low want, not so that very high rating or fans, example; Jolin, wonder girls, S.H.E, ect... Or as mention on top, unless it's my fate to know the idol... Anyway, hope you all enjoy this song.

Last is... sometimes this mixpod video got error, it need times to recover. So hope all can understand..

Ok, got to go. Hope you all like the videos which i added. I wanted to add few more, but then... nevermind, most important, hope you all enjoy the video(mixpod) which i just added. Oh, and give support to Cyndi Wang as well. (I Love Cyndi~)

Mass Response

2010-03-24T13:08:00.005+08:00

Ok, just a bit only for this.. Just to tell that Cyndi have a lot of fan to support her. Oh my.. I really feel like i am loving her.. Anyway, here is the video shown on top and i only show is last part of the video which is part 5. If want to see more, see the person channel there. There should be have want.
(Edited: Forgot to say, give your support to Cyndi. ^_^)

(Note: Deleted..)

Ok that's all.

What should i do...

2010-03-24T12:41:00.004+08:00

Ok, another post, lol, today i a bit of talking arh? Heh, but what use? No one tag with me... hiaz...

Ok, this is last.. As some of you know that i post in facebook and msn and... ok i got another new link here, that is twitter, but that twitter i not so that often go there... unless that twitter got mini game, but only just to leave a tag only. I mean somehow like chating... Anyway, want to say is... If i stay at home play game and surf net, it do me no good.. If i go out alone or other friends(I mean normal friends) i feel like lonely... sad and sian...

So, anyone can advice me what to do? Hiaz...

I think i want to say for my last character of me which all of you don't know about me... only 2 of them know about me... one of my friend and one of my old secondary friend(another want, not the four eye) I not too sure if i say it, will it affect to all (especially girls). I think i tell you abit bah... as what you all know, i don't like the dirty type want, or even porn. I hate it! If la, if i am this type of person who like to do dirty thing or porn thing, i don't think almost the girls will come near me... Or even worse, i am not in this world or can type in this blog... There is 2 things for me. One is a bit or quite dirty for me, other is not, only see only, nothing much.. Ok i stop here...

Next last post...

Some or few words have to say or tell...

2010-03-24T11:38:00.004+08:00

Firstly i want to say is regarding my idol, Cyndi Wang. I feel like hopeless that no one can share the news with me... I still remember i always ask for my god sis and Yun about the news for cyndi recently that long time, but now... Well, maybe they have their own interest bah... sian.. now for me, i need to see the update the news of Cyndi. Well... how to say, i don't mean to say this, but how do i see the news? I don't even know where is the link, I mean like upcoming news of Cyndi. Also, i mostly ask for friends like what is the recently news for Cyndi. But now... hiaz... I know Cyndifan.net have news, but then... need to understand the chinese well... what the hell... Sian... Anyway, well, don't know if people will see my blog here.. Anyway, just want to say is, if any of you know where is the recently news of Cyndi link, or forum, tell me or inform me ok? I will be happy to see Cyndi Wang... (Try to be in english if possible...) But then... i don't think people will tell me want as my blog here is dead...

Actually i know where to see, but is actually is in chinese baidu, facebook and lastly Cyndi forum.. But as i say, i not the news type, like example telling what happen to cyndi. That one i not the type... Sian... If i know everything for Cyndi, i will be happy.. xD.

Lastly... Well.. i need to say first is that i forgot it is my blog birthday. But then so what that it is my blog birthday... only few people like my elder sis and my god sis see only... no other people view my blog... Anyway... well i not too sure... but... ok, just want to say is... i might not updating the blog already. Even if i got tag, only very less often... Why? Since no one here to tag with me, might as well no need to update whatever i write here... might as well play my game and surf net... See first... unless like maybe unknown people tag me to update, then i update lor...

New video/option, mixpod...

2010-03-21T13:44:00.003+08:00

Hi to all. As you all can see, i adding the new video on the top right there which contain 3 song; "I Am Well, How Are You?", "Little Star", and last is "This Is Love". How i found arh? Er... actually i just found out one of my friend blog, Yihui's blog link there, so i go sign up and favorite the 3 videos which i mention just now. Then copy the code in and put in my blog... Oh well, did i say the code? Zzz... i hate code by the way... hiaz.. but then i a bit know what it mean for some code...

That's all. Before i go... i thought i will updateing that person the last time but... i did not update it at all... zzz... is it i lazy? Oh well... true true... Ok, got to go now, go to my Grandma place to celebrate her birthday.. :-)

2 or 3 weeks no update...

2010-03-18T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hoho... very funny... eversince i never update blog for 3 weeks, not even one of them tag me in my blog to tell me to update... I wondering... am i the optional type? Extra type? Then what for i need to update my blog... Hiaz... Sian...

Ok, for now, i believe you all can see that i did not find my job as i got my one special or mad reason... Anyway, will find or do my job once i am back from Genting. Ya, Genting, I going to genting again... Sian... Well actually, same arh hor, go there, play casino there, nothing else. Hiaz... if my special friend can be that... Nevermind... Forget about it! zzz...

I begin to feel like i am use by my friend... or is it my sentitive or my imagination... I treat my friend very very very well... and still, a bit bad and to worse... I don't know what i want to do now... Like it make me feel pain to see why my friend become a bit bad to worse...

Is there a girl, who is kind, patient and understand me well! Where is my true relationship of my GirlFriend!

That's all...

Miserable...

2010-02-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

Sian... why almost all the admin job is almost a lot of them are ladies, not guys?! What the hell... Hiaz... can i change into sex to girl? No la.. joking...

But then again, even if i found the job, i need to learn or experience it, then it give me quite tiring or stress for me... So damn sian. Is there a job which i can live in basic life?

So miserable for today or tonight... Now i think i still need a rest... But then, i scare i waste my own time... Hiaz... Maybe i need a partner or... a lover i guess... Eh... don't ask why or advice me, i feel like i want to look for it... Actually i also don't know if i need a relation for myself... Even if i need relation, i need to find trustable, help my share of trouble or... if possible, encourage me to find the job... Or... can have patient... if she can have all my wishes, maybe or mostly i will change it my character, like giving up my playing computer game habits... But can my dream come true? I think i dreaming right... ya, dream in wonderland... i am dreaming~...

Ok, that's all. See you all in next update...

Time is fast... fast like Chronos shift

2010-02-23T22:42:00.003+08:00

Times fly fast while i resting... i still remember after my finish work of bak gua there on 13 Feb and take the rest, then it come to 23 Feb. Oh my god... times is really fast when you play game or watch movie... zzz... actually i got plan already that i will take 2 weeks after my rest, and it really is fast... Oh my... can't time be really slow? Sian... how i hope i want another 2 weeks rest... lol, cannot la, that would be a waste of time if i still resting and play game... so cannot. I must tell myself that i must do something, like work or studies. ... Well by right i cannot mention about studies... If mention, i might be jeaous, mad and sad... so for now, i don't want to mention for my studies... Unless... when time have come...

Not really sure if i want to rest for another one more day, but then... hmm, maybe will rest, maybe rest but will still find the job. Sian... well... i follow my god sis words: say is easy, BUT do is really hard... sian... how i hope i want to live in another world where i can earn a bit and busic life.. If can...

I feel quite mad for the internet of the wireless.sg of the @Qmax.com.sg when i try to open yesterday me and my god sis try to open the internet but no avail... that stupid internet. Idiot! What the hell happen?! Sian, when the internet will be ok... T_T. How i want to be the better internet which can be open everywhere! But... need a lot of money i guess... Sian...

I think i doing right now for my profile. So stay tune in my blog and facebook profile... (profile update)

Singing a bit bad if it is ownself want... and some changes

2010-02-18T14:03:00.007+08:00

Going out with my god sis yesterday and i sing the karaok with her. I not too sure what happen to me, i only know i prefer to use the singer or singeress (owner) sing want. But if ownself want is ok, not that is not ok, but then i not always sing for my own want. Mostly i need is the owner of the song sing want. Sad... I still remember i know how to sing the chi bang, re ai, but now, hiaz... Sorry ah Linda, my sis, i don't know why too, but if sing again ah, you remind me lor when you want to sing, then i go prepare to learn and sing. Lol, but then i don't think so...

Even worse is, i drop the sing mic and well, it give a lord squek sound or worse sound. I guess i have spoil it... Sian don't know what happen to me, maybe i get too excited? O_O

Notes, i am going to change my profile soon, even in my blog too. So if free, see what character i might be change to... :\

Strange... why some of my friends got no mood or emotion in Chinese New Year? O.o. Cheer up la. Chinese New Year Must be Happy, not Sad or fighting. Happy give you fortune :D, and even good health too. :D.

Try not to feel sad, even if it is the unhappiness life, we still need to go on right...? I also got unhappiness in my life leh, you expect me to all the day be sad or all the post say that i am feeling sad. Cannot be right? I can only dare to say that I only give people feel sad and emotion.

My final word to say is try not to always not happy, feel low or emotion. It do you no good... If got something to share, then share it between you and friend. Or share your parent or close kin as well if possible.. (Edited: By right i want to post it for yesterday want, but i hesitant something... Just updated on 19/02/2010 which is today)

Working in bak gua part 3 (final)

2010-02-18T13:47:00.002+08:00

Actually not much la, only want to say is... When you go for job, some of the job, i think especially the part time job need every day work until the contact is over. Some job only like weekend no need to work, can rest at least. Compare to study, study is like you got assignment and you need to complete it before the deadline. Also you just go there and learn or study, that's all.

If want me to compare... sorry ah, my option is i think job better. But depand which job have the weekend rest. Some job may have. some job may not. But i know most every day need go work want is part time job. Just like i working that bak gua there. Hiaz, confirm i will not do that bak gua again... Why? Course it is not suitable for me... that's all what i know for myself.

Updating on next post...

Happy Chinese New Year~

2010-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

Hi, just a short want before i go. Well, actually i got words to say but it seem i don't have time or lazy to tell. So next update then.. :\

Anyway, I wishing you all, including my family and visitor the great Prosperous Lunar New Year, healthy and get many red hong bao packet! xD

Lastly, hopeing all of you will have the wonder Chinese New this Year. Happy chinese new year!

Counting down.. :)

2010-02-13T17:46:00.004+08:00

Finally, my part time job is over and i get the salary! Quite a lot bah, around $820. But then... Actually that supervisor want to deduct want, but he say i special or specially. So... never deduct at all. But then i feel like quite a bit sad that he say i even though i first time do the job and i am slow, but i am hardworking person...

By the way, i not sure if he is saying true a not, but i assume is true, that is... he say he and other staff will get loss profit for that. I think so... Hiaz... wonder what job will suitable for me... i have not try on part time social yet... But then... heard some say it don't have earning at all unless i get full time then have... zzz... Sian, what job is suitable for me!? Arg...

Sis, hope you still remember that i still will be your best friend, nothing else.

Update later ^^

Working in bak gua Part 2

2010-02-10T22:39:00.004+08:00

Previous post have been delete for yesterday as i got my reason... Anyway, if i free, i will record it in my secret blog. I guess it is the last of that person bah... seem this person like... don't know how to explain, but i only know this person have change a lot already...

Lol... early in last 2 or 3 weeks i thought not only i can get red packet from the headquarter of $625 and the working days, i might get $1000 plus. But after hearing my god sis say that the headquater does not provide free red packet, it's the amount we work for the hours and days. I then a bit feel sad... But then at least there is the free package of 600g of bak gua which is not that bad, plus also i experience there and learn a bit from there. So ya, not a waste at all.

Maybe several or lot words from there of my observation...

I just realise that if doing the part time plus study, that will be hardest in life, still need to earn money and also study... If i were me, i don't think i can do 2 things like do part time and study. Confirm i can stress that easily plus i don't have time to play computer game or rest...

Another i experience is, in part time job, some people is quite rude and gangster type. But then sometimes is friendly... depend, not so sure. Then even worse, scold bad words... Wonder if i will kana influence or follow them of scolding bad words...

Last is, sometimes, like example, i only weighting and go seal the plasic and put in the fridge. But then i didn't notice the other got seal a not inside the fridge as i do my own duty. Then that senior scold me why i didn't seal the others? How would i know!? I didn't even see inside got seal a not, i only do my part only and he say me. Zzz... I wonder if i can still make this idiot mistake... hope not...

That's all of my experience there. By the way, i can dare to point is my god sis who is learning more experience then me. Why? Course she doing promoter, and she can like know how to do in sale in future when she work. Me? As say, i only do the separate bak gua only. Got a bit, that is i somehow know 2 type of bak gua. One is slice pork and other is mince pork... And as well the above want which i just say...

Hiaz... Begining to worry that what will be my suitable job for me in future, cannot be say that i go separate bak gua want!? Impossible...

3 more days left and chinese new year is near soon. =D Waiting for count down.

Working in bak gua (part 1)

2010-02-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

Just a short want in my job there. How's my job? Okok only, but quite stress of been instruct here, intruct there.. like i am robot or dog listening to their instruct confusion...

Omg... why is it my sis friend's, Joce. Why not my sis!? Arg! Hiaz, nevermind la... maybe it's the boss(supervisor) decision...

I feel a bit fed up... 2 things, one is even the supervisor call me boss too. lots of other staff too. Zzz... I call them boss, and they call me boss. What is this~ Nevermind, maybe i can't get to use to it, by calling them boss instead of their name...

Why i cannot go with her... why...? Sob... :'(''

(i begining to feel jealous... when i heard someone want to be close with someone...)

Busy working and tiring...

2010-01-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be a busy and tiring of 2 weeks as a lot of people will come to Bak Gua there to buy... And also i have change the position to separate Bak Gua meat since my cutting bak gua meat is quite or very slow for me... Anyway, i really hope i can do quite faster and better since i am doing the separate bak gua meat or else... i don't know what will happen next if i still do slow...

That's all... (JIAYOU FOREST!)

Money bonus been minus...

2010-01-28T23:31:00.003+08:00

Hiaz... thought that i can be do better then that... but quite getting a bit worst... Then hor... Other new trainer is better than me... Hiaz, nevermind, let my supervisor minus my bonus bah... What to do... I cannot expect to be perfect at all... well, actually still can want... unless i got quite improvement on it... but... i don't think so...

Getting busy and busy nowaday in bak gua as in Chinese New Year is coming... Oh well... I wonder i can manage it a not... even if i am not good on cutting, as long as i get paid will do...

Before i go, i introduce my another friend in poly (well former poly i assume), she is shuhui. Welcome to my blog, Shuhui. Feel free to ask, chat or leave comment in my c-box. :)

That's all... see you all in next update...

(Hmm... i think i want to begin to add in some name those who i invite want in my pofile if i free... but then... some of it i forgot who... x_x)

My Job as Bak Gua

2010-01-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

Ok, now for my job. Just only few for interview and my job. I thought interview is hard, but only the few question only then i pass. Lol...

Ok, for the job i do now. Well... guess what, my job is.. peeling the burn meat(Cao Ta). Don't think that peeling is fun, it is not so fun. Let say you stand there and do everyday without drink water (providing eat food). Will be quite tiring... and slowly your back will be a bit ache. If i am right, i think is to do with exercise, or else how come my back slowly a bit aches... T_T.

Ok that's all. See you all in next update. Regarding if i am free... (Lol, i thought i can rest after the part time job is over... but... zzz... there is another job for me after i finish my part time job... By the way, need interview first, then can do my work... T_T)

Farewell... my few or some poly best friends... and incident of SBS bus...

2010-01-23T21:07:00.004+08:00

Ok... by now... few or some of you know about my case... That is i have leave school... Sorry to all friends, including few or some of best friends from poly that i have leave school... I can only give one sentence, that is "i am tired, and cannot cope with it..." I know mostly some will say it is a waste of leaving school only for serveral months... but i have my reason why i need to leave... if want to ask arh... regard whether you are my trustable or best friends a not, if not, then you can forget asking me, i will not tell... When i leave? Well, start the effect of yesterday for now...

I feel very sad to see someone is messing me with his status... I am sad already and yet he still saying me bad thing in his msn. Are you going to tell the world that i am useless and i am patheic? You are good, but only good is using moron words to spead around the world. Sad... hiaz... ok, treat it as i am also done bad thing about him. Who is him, that is Kean... Better don't let me see him into trouble or else i confirm will say him serve him right in my blog! Msn arh? Hmm maybe "HAHAHAHA!" Forget it, saying him no use want, did i gain something? No, i gain nothing after all.

Ok la, that all for this topic.. To Tricia: Trica, I don't know if one day you treat me good or bad friend, but still i treat you as a good friend who got help me in my studies... So ya, feel free if you want to talk or ask me... i anything... ^_^.

SBS bus in 105

This incident took place in 21/01/2010. Tell you what happen to me in there. While i am sleeping already for a while and on my way home, i was then suddenly away by someone, the indian guy, he yell or shout at me, "OIE, YOUR BAG LA!" Then i a bit scare out of it and i quickly put my bag to my sit position. Then he sit. Then he mumbling (yelling) me about singapore must be polite and courtesy. Then he ask me the direction, i say i don't know, then he ask last is do i stay in Toa Payoh? I say no. Lol... i lied him... why? scare that he will scold me, so i lied him lor, hope he not find me there... x_x. Then after i tell him lie, he then scold the bus drive that bus driver anyhow give him answer that this is the way to lor 4 and scold vugar word to bus driver, i think bus drive argue or scold him back. After a bit of fighting, that indian man align from the bus.

I want to say him on his back... Actually ok la... he have 2 wrong, 1 right. The right is, he is right to scold me that i place my bag in empty sit. I should have place my bag in my sit... But 2 bad things is: He should not yell at me and the bus driver, and he should not scold bus driver. Why? Ok, let say about yell. This is NOT his home or King palace, this is public! Unless it is neccessary, like example doing something funny or make fun of people, then got right to yell lor. But then still, it is the public, not your home or kingdom palace... Last is, Not almost a lot of people in Singapore know the places well. Where got people know every location want!?! Unless he or she is a explorer of the Singapore, but i don't think people will remember the places well.

Momo love

2010-01-16T20:56:00.005+08:00

Ok, about Momo love. Hmm... actually overall.. i guess is quite good for me. Some part may be good, but some may be not so that good. Like give or make people sad or angry. But hope you all can give support to those who like the actor or actress. Especially my favorite idol, Cyndi Wang! Oh and today is the last episode of momo love! So stay tone! Hmm... it's better to watch the beginning to the last episode. There is laugh or fun and sad part of the episode. So watch it if free. Youtube also have too. Type 桃花小妹 in search and you will find it alot of episode there.. :)

Talking about momo love(桃花小妹). Some people say that there should be a lot of episode on it. 20 episodes in total. But instead, it put as 13 episodes. I wonder is there really 20 episodes. If there is, i would like to watch it ^^.

Ok... that's all... those who want to see my privous post which is today, see it at your own risk... (will post it when i free.. mostly is weekend... ^_^)

What will happen to me in next life..? Hmm...

2010-01-16T19:38:00.004+08:00

Firstly, want to thank the god sis for the advice of not giving up to my own course. Thank you so much... ^_^. Er... but... sis, seriously say... its not that i wanted to give up my studies... Ya, who want to give up as if i fail one times, there is another try for me. But of course i must put all my effort into my studies... Hmm... but then i scare that if i put a lot of studies... i scare 2 things: That is i might change into another person, which is bad person... Other is i scare... i never have the chance to talk to few of my msn friends and slowly they will parted me away... (Not poly want) Sad... Life is hard for me... once i have kana in love and the game addiction... hiaz... forget it, i don't think it will come true to me... as the success person... I always thinking and thinking... what will happen to me next 10 or 20 years... I wonder will all the people or even my few close friends will look down on me a not...

Ok... enough of sad of me... so what if i really going down! I still have chance right? I mean i can do other thing maybe i did not do before. I mean like maybe i do nursing, police, sale or other things which i did not do before. But of course i cannot always fall down. I mean fail. Can fail many times, BUT it will be hard in life future... So i better not fail so many times..

Sian... i don't feel like forgetting... it's a bit getting more and more like i feel like want a relation... I don't know if i want to put that in facebook... as well as my blog here... Don't ask me why... blame on me that i kana a weakness which cast by someone...

(In my secret blog got mention it... i wonder... if i am gone... that person or close friend of mine... will still care or think of me... if think or care for me... i guess it is too late already as i am gone... if got say it very early... in my soul or spirit, i will be very happy to hear you if you saying it in your own heart. If it is not real... then you might... as well break off with me and treat me as stranger to you. And remove me in your heart... Well nevermind... the person will know who is it once i am gone... hope that person will not regret it after i am gone... Oh... i always thinking... after i am gone... will my family hate that person... well hope not... i don't know. Who know, maybe? Well... i always thinking... if that person is really damn serious for my personal... maybe i will forgive that person... if not, it's ok. It is me who have fall in love for that person... i deserve death afterall... Anyway... I will still forgive you even if you not caring. I have no regret... Anyway, don't think too much for me, ok?)

Bad event...

2010-01-10T10:38:00.005+08:00

Ok. Firstly, hi to everyone! So... how's your work or studies? Fun right? Haha, no la. Hope you all doing quite well.. =). Anyway, as you all see my title is bad event. Why not spoiler? Well, was advice or correct by my friend/god sis, Linda. So will use this "bad event" instead of "spoiler". Eh... sorry for the bad event, thought i can forget the unhappiness things... but i cannot. So risk your ownself if you want to see...

Well i say about what happen last 3 days ago, which is Thursday, i go to my elder sis hourse... nah... always go there, i like her arh? No, of course! She is my elder sister and also my... er... my sibbling? Anyway she is part of the family, how can i like her! LOL. Anyway continue... actually... i don't want to go want... course... ok, might as well say she like... actually not that she force me to study or what, she also treat me well too, i never say she is not good or what... but then... hiaz... treat me as i not the studies type... actually i feel like i begin to hate or feel like i want to kill myself. I say seriously, i no joke... i mean, look, i know my elder sis tell me that learn new thing or ask her work is good for me. But... as i say, it's my character, no people or person can change me... Can, not that cannot. I now suddenly think of one thing which i can focus, unless i got my girlfriend... haha, confirm you all will say i am mad or whatever... anyway, treat it i am joking... But even if i have that... it is not over, course as i say last year, i think is Dec 2009. I say that once i addicated in game, it is hard for me to forget...

Elder sister: sis, it's not that i don't studies or bad reason, course i also mention in this blog that i heard my parent or bro say that... i not too sure.. i think it's after complete secondary school or after high education, they must studies for their own, no more guide or teach them... after i heard this, i begin to lower my morale... i always thought they will teach, but it turn to be none at all! Must studies my own! I can only say one sentences: "I am sorry, can't do it..." Unless when i am small, i never see the game, but it's different, now i see the game and i addicated to it... Hope you understand me...

That's all what i am going to say...

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone, my friends and my best friends. Hope or wishes you all may have the wonderful and happiness year! Happy New Year!

Counting down~ 2010 ^^

2009-12-31T13:48:00.003+08:00

10hrs 10min to go, and it will be 2010~ ^^.

Maybe will update and say happy new year for tomorrow as i may be going out with my elder brother's friends for the count down. So ya, after today have ended, i wishes all people, my friends and my best friend the Happy great New Year!

See you all later or tomorrow ^_^.

2010~

Spoiler...

2009-12-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

Ok, after i saying out of my spoiler, i try not to always put bad spoiler in my blog course after today end, it will be the countdown for the 2010!!!! YEAH!!!!

Ok here is my spoiler... that is... next week... i will be bomb by the CMSK3 teacher... why arh? Mostly is work lor... I mean something for the homework not done properly... Hiaz... Wonder why does teacher want all the students to take this course... Feel like hating it... DON'T EXPECT ME TO DO BUSINESS HOR! Dummy teacher of the CMSK... Sorry arh, actually i don't want to say or scold it, BUT I CAN'T STAND IT!! F!

Another here is... well, i think some or few of you know me already... I want to say is... i don't seem that i will forget someone... I suddenly like... i feel my heart getting heavy and heavy, like i am dying of love... Okok... i guess this is my third time of saying this... as i always tell myself that i will always get single no matter what... but it look like i have been fallen in love with someone... I will not say who i love to... Damn me... when do i get my love or lover... If still delay... i scare that i will forever and forever will not forget someone... and slowly my love like can't control my character of loving...

I think is the last bah... not really sure, my last is... i fear my OOGP will fail, course i heard that teacher say only 2 of our people fail this subject... You know, the moment i heard he say that, i think is mostly me... Why? Well, some of the question i forgot already, plus the last question put me down... that is why i say i am the one of the 2 class of people... Other one, i know who will be fail, my guess la... is Zheng Yu. Well if ask me why arh... will say when i see if he fail a not lor. If he not fail... that mean my guess is wrong... Oh, i have another fail subject, but then i heard teacher say this is not so that important. I don't know i heard wrongly a not... hope is... as i already need to focus my this dummy OOGP programming code...

I still not recover from my sickness... well... i mean emotion... i now try to ask for help in my school there for the counselling... Hope i can really forget my love if can be...

Before i go, last thing for me, actually i that time tell you all that i will try to find my any friends to help me for the music (imeem)... but then... hiaz... can only say, no one help... So... i think for the time been, i say bye bye to my own music... Wait for good news then...

45 minutes will be the countdown for the 2010! So let us count and say BYEBYE to 2009! See you all!

Spoiler...

2009-12-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

Haha... thought i am busying doing homework now... zzz... Anyway only just a discussion only... i got do, but only for the tutorial a bit only... Tomorrow will do right away... Before i start my blog... Read it at your own risk...

Quite emot for today... thought can chat with my best friends, but look like today none... actually got, it's Shuhui, but she like... how to say... not that fun of talk... or cheering... I feel like hopeless that no one talk to me...

How i really hope i don't studies... i stay home all day and emot in all my whole life...

I not too sure what happen to me... eversince i talk to my best friends, my feeling is best and cheerful. But now... i got feeling that one of my best friend like a bit further from me... other friend is ok, maybe she got something to do..? Or maybe busy...?

Or am i sick...? If i am sick... i think i should go to counsellor there to say my own problem...

I Think i need to go see doctor... If i like that... hope i am alright...

Busying nowaday...

2009-12-27T11:34:00.002+08:00

Omg... quite a lot of homework/assignment after i check my school website there... zzz... Anyway a short want, will update when i am free. Ok, now preparing to warm-up and start doing it...

A bit sad... never go out with my friends or my god sis... Don't know if next time in holiday can go out with them... Ya, including my poly friend too. But not too sure she will go out with me... >_<.

This week only play game and plus serveral discussing assignment only... But as you all know, mostly i play want la... haha... hiaz... One of the assignment which need to submit the draft report... don't know can finish on time a not... hmm...

Ok la, that's all. See you all in next update. See you.

I am dead...

2009-12-26T22:04:00.004+08:00

No la, not saying i am dead person. I saying myself that i am in deep trouble... hiaz... F la! thought i can focus it as i listen to my friend advice, but fail... Arh!!! Sian... no choice lor. Hope i can finish on time...

Hiaz... even wrost, i have not talk to my who yet. I mean that time i say him the facebook. Sian... hope he really forgot this incident...

Sian... thought i can play with GuoFu in maple, but it turn out to be different world. I forgot what his world name. I remember he is "E" while i am in "A". Firstly i thought all the world or server can play which ever server you can play, but it is different. I can still play with him, but i need to create the world character and play with him... But, WILL be in lv1!?! In other word, i need to retrain again!? Oh my god...

Hiaz... school reopen soon... and as i say... i try, NO I MEAN i must do my best to start doing now!! Arh..! Sian, sorry arh... to one of my poly friend: I wanted to study want... but i REALLY DON'T know What THE HELL i am now! I like feel like don't study or what?! I don't know... zzz... I feel quite like annoying... Like if go to job, i will be deadful stress plus tired. And also emot. If i go studies, teacher or classmate confirm tell me to study harder... Hiaz... life is hard... better don't stay in this world... Okok, i stop it... Hiazzzz.......

Now slowly beginning to addict this maple... sad... please go AWAY MAPLE! LEAVE ME ALONG! I WANT TO STUDY!

My Elder sister marriage on 18 Nov 2009 ^^

2009-12-24T14:59:00.008+08:00

Ok, as i promise to you guys and ladies that i will upload it here. Thanks to my elder sister for advice. Or i am not able to upload for now. Here is the 2 photo of her(me and my brother in law, in separate photo... Oh and my family photo as well... which is total of 3)

Isn't my elder sis pretty? =D (oh... ya, confirm you all ask why that photo of me and sis no colour want... Don't ask me... ask that photo shooter people... they say it is nicer... -.-)

Ok got to go. Hmm... I wonder can i play for a while, the i start planning / do my assignment... Hmm...

Merry Christmas~ And maple game...

2009-12-24T13:59:00.004+08:00

Hi to all. Well i guess all of you know that tomorrow is the Christmas Day ^^. So how the gift or present? Do all of oyu like it? Haha, ya, i hope you all will be happy for it =))

Last 2 days, my god sis help me by guiding me to install the maple through msn. And of course after finish install, we start playing the maple game. Well i the begining, i thought is fun. But suddenly... encounter 2 or 3 problem in this maple game.. Which i a bit or quite not like it... That is, some of the maple people like to say people weak or whatever... another problem is... This game, people may hack my account and other people account... Another is... well, is actually like... ok, like example, one of your friend introduce to you this game. But then suddenly he or she don't want to play with you. Last is... a few people only help you like how to play this maple game... A lots not helping... So ya... this is what i say a bit or quite not like...

Unless la... we play with them every day, every often... But... do you think we play more often? Will play la, not that we don't play, depand on who is the one who can help you a lot and know a lot of this game. Or another is our friends always play with us, even if he or she don't know also can. At least like that got fun and happy. But if not, then we play this maple for what as they not accompany us to play... so might as well no play until our friend call us and we play...

Talking about maple... i don't know how to use the Aran character... I wanted to recreate again... But then need time to retrain again... Hiaz... But i think i got the idea^^. 2 of my friends got play before, that is Yun and Guofu. But i not too sure Yun still got play a not... While Guofu i heard that he always play maple... maybe will ask him if i am free...

Oh ya... haha, by now i doing my assignment... but... because of the unhappiness thing course me not to do it... Hiaz... Hope i can get rid of my unhappiness things...

Feeling that i have been stab...

2009-12-21T20:11:00.011+08:00

Ha...Haha...HAHAHA!

I don't know why i like that... I now feel that... my friend have betray me! I treat my friend better and yet... This is how my friend treat me? I don't know... now i feeling very sad and a bit hurt... I feel like... you know... like we are further and further away...

I thought friends can be share a burden or trouble... But now i want to say something and yet you...

I no words to say... that's all... All i need is to be quiet...

Karaok~ Hehe. :P (3)

2009-12-18T12:25:00.005+08:00

Haha, now come to the Karaok~ Lol. Just a short want for me and my sis. I guess my singing is a bit improve but not so that louder~ And forgot some of my favorite music! Arh~ sob.. But then i am proud of my sis that she can sing better then me. :D. Eh... But wait, you mean no guys can match the girl! Oh my god... nah joking la. Need time plus i need to practice my singing ^^.

Ok that's all for the good and spoiler. I know i know, i now trying to upload my elder sister photo. Coming soon ^^. Before that, here is the poem to make people feel happy. xD Oh ya... for that imeem... i don't know what happen... :\ Trying to seek for my friends help if possible... ^_^.

I emptied my bubble bath into the tub,
Determined to get myself thoroughly scrubbed.
The bottle had said "ONLY ONE CAP OR TWO",
So I poured in the lot to see what it would do!

That still didn't seem quite enough to get clean,
So I followed it up with another fifteen.
Then three bars of soap and a dozen shampoo,
And two broken bath bombs to finish my brew!

I'll cut to the chase, this did not turn out well,
As the burbling, foaming bath bubbles did swell!
It wasn't all bad, I was clean and smelt sweet,
But outside my soap suds had buried the street!

(edited: Ps... sorry, for my elder siser marriage, i guess have to wait for next week as i forget to ask my dad to help me scan... sorry. :S . Last thing note, please see from (1) to (3). You may see the (3) straight away, but my advice is... try to see (2) to (3). For (1) arh... See it at your own risk... :S )

Friends... who can share, or even help if they needed...(2)

2009-12-18T10:31:00.005+08:00

By the way... i make myself clear first. I put this post or chat with friends and even visitor is not making fun or just type for fun. Like example i say say only like take care, if got problem share with me, ect... I am serious AND sincereity! If i not that truthful person or whatever bad person i have. Then for what must i post or update this blog! Then i might as well post is a garbage blog if i just say for fun...

Ok i get started...

Friends, is willing to share the problem or even willing to help the needed friends if they are in trouble. If they just stand there, don't even ask they are ok or don't even help with them, for hell must they still be friend for! As well as treated them as stranger... For me, actually i need friends as i need to ask for information or work if possible, and can learn from them. Or if possible, i would like to have fun outing with my friends. I also need friends to share the problem or trouble i have... lastly, i know i 100% cannot help. I want to say is... If possible, i will help to share their problem or trouble if they have somthing to share with me. But... of course i can be understand that... if they say no need for their help, then is ok. All i only hope or wishes is... if... if... they are willing to share or trouble with me, i will do my best to help them. If not... All i can only have to say, hope or may their trouble be gone. And let them be happy or cheerful once again! But of course i never say you must always be happy or smile. You may feel sad, but not everytime feel sad or unhappy. So try to be happy or cheerful. ^_^

This poem is not a spoiler, hope all my friends or visitor like it... :-) By the way, not i do this poem, i copy and paste it here since it is a useful poem from the website. Anyway, hope you all like it. =))

We grew apart
We drift away
N today we stand on separate ways
Ways that won’t meet
Ways that won’t cross
Ways that will take us further apart

The day u moved away
A part of me went away
It’s difficult to imagine life without u
Best buddies that we were
I really wish it was for forever….
I wanted it to never change

But now that we have gone separate ways
I think it was a certain fate
No matter what the bygones say
You are my best friend
And will always remain

Last friend's poem:

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

Hope you all like it.. :-)

Determination that I will not always put the bad or spoiler blog again!(1)

2009-12-18T10:21:00.004+08:00

Today i will post 3 posts. 2 spoilers and 1 maybe the good post(happy post). After i put the spoiler, will not post it again. Even if have, only one will do. The reason why is to not to let my friends or even the visitor spoil their mood or make them sad. So for now, will do my best to make my friends or visitor happy. =D

This post a short want. I want to say is... if my poly friend still never forget about the incident and still never forgive me. Fine! Then i hope that one day he will regret for his life for not forgetting the incident and never co-operate with me for the group assignment!

Well no choice lor... Treat it as i have this type of experience mistake i have. That's all...

Will he co-operate with me...?

2009-12-15T13:42:00.003+08:00

First thing to say... that i delete his name in my blog. Why? Course after i talk to one of my friend, i feel that i was wrong too... 2 things which i need to apology to him... One is, even if he can't help me much, i should not like talk bad thing about him when in facebook. Ya, right, i say him bad in facebook, BUT i never say his name in facebook! It was him that he himself own up... Still once again it's my fault. Should NOT say him bad things in facebook, I should have say thank you instead of saying him bad... Two and last, ya, quite true la, I never say it is not true! Let say if i always depand on people (something like spoonfeed), then who will help me in future? No one can always help me as they also have their personal things to do... Well... ok, at least i need to learn a bit of independant will do, or maybe need to learn a lot...

Never think out of my mind... stupid me... hiaz... Now i fear most is... he will not co-operate with me in assignment in Computer Arc. Hope he really not...

Today is my 2 weeks termbreak! Haha, can relax, but that doesn't mean i don't have any assignment to do... Hiaz... quite boring as i still need to do my assignment in term break... zzz... Maybe tomorrow to Friday will start planning for the assignment...

Just a short want for the yesterday, i going with my god sis again, hehe... But... Yesterday is quite a boring want as in Sengkeng there, there is only few shopping only, nothing much... Sian... feel sorry for my god sis... Sorry sis, thought that there is quite a lot of place, but turn out to be few... Sorry... Hope next outing we go to the very fun place.. :)

Ok, got to go... see you in next update... Oh ya... forgot... i know... i forget to post my elder sister marriage. Will do my to post it soon... See you all...

Walking with god sis(9/12) and Toastmaster meeting(11/12)

2009-12-12T15:47:00.004+08:00

9/12/2009

Meet with god sis in Toa Payoh Interchange and then... Go to my place there! Nothing much there, i only tell my sis where i live, eat at the food court there and a bit of tour outside food court there(sorry, course it is near my home, so cannot tell, ps...). Suddenly raining quite heavily and we wait a bit while and we go direct bus which is 105 to Orchard there.

Then after reaching there, only few drop of rain only. And we start walking to the new shopping place which just open(Not too sure what is the new shopping place, but i know it's near the Summerset there). Wow, there is a lot of people there which today some shopping have special offer i guess. We buy things there and explore a bit in shopping. Afterthat go to Bugis ^^. At Bugis there, went to illuma and go to the game there which i call it gamefair. By the way, some of the game is something like game fair which people got chance if they are lucky to get a lot of ticket in exchange of the reward like example, toy bear, xbox, ect... few is the arcade game. Then after exploring a bit in there, go to comic shop there for i think around 1 hrs plus. After that go to bugis street look for thing to buy but cannot find or what to buy :(. After Bugis, go to Suntec City by Bus. Then at there, buy few things, eat in food court at basement floor i think. Then walk to Toysrus there a while, then take photo before go back home.

The most two happy things is i lead my sis to my place which is my home ^^. (but of course not telling her to come to my house... that want i am shy...) and other things is i am happy that she is happy to play my game. I am glad and happy! =D

11/12/2009

Just a short want why i am happy, course i feel a bit proud that My senior, Kephren, who is the president of the Toastmaster, congrat me that i have a bit improve for the talk. I am quite happy, but... then i scare he might give me a difficult position or rank, and i fear that i might not do it at the time...

By the way, i thought it is from my school, but is not, is actually in Bukit Merah Community Center there. Have the hard way to find, but i manage it find it and also a bit happy that i had the chance talking the principle. Not too sure which school is from, so sorry, but i think i know his surname, think is Mr Teh, Toh or Tao. Forgotten... x_x.

Well i think that's all. Maybe next day or time i continue what my one of my friend say to me tonight(which is today)... See you all ^_^.

12 Dec is spoiler day... and... unfriendly or ungrateful friends...

2009-12-12T14:43:00.005+08:00

Hi to all. Firstly, i would like to say sorry for late post... lol... maybe a bit lazy updating the blog.

There is happy and sad day for yesterday and last 3 days. I will say the sad day for the yesterday...

After i say this, you all may laugh or mad at me, i don't mind... seriously say... I don't know la... ok. So it up to you all...

It's like that, yesterday, i go to school and seek help for my friends, to help me install game and help me patch the warcraft version. The install is ok... but later on, after i play with them, i kana crash. Then i play second time also crash. I then say, er... can help me? Then you all know what both of them say!?! especially that fat guy say i go search the problem of myself as it is my OWN laptop!?! What the hell they are. Idiot him.. You know, actually he know how to configure like downloading software ect... and yet tell me to find my own!?! Go to hell sia... you think i am VERY good in computer!?! If let say he is me, then i tell him do your ownself! Confirm he will be a bit mad... What the hell... Sorry to tell you all, i am not the computer expect or advance. Mostly for this case... i will try to seek the maintenance game people to help.. But then there is 2 disavanage, one is, people may accidently remove all the important file and spoil the computer. Two is... i need to paid them... T_T.

I not too really sure is there the maintenance people a not? If have, i would like to call them or go over them for my help to settle my game...

Before i continue next post which is happy day(but still a bit sad... but not that much ^_^), i want to say is... Ok, i not really sure whether there is some people who also like me not too sure how to solve the computer problem, but i think la, mostly, there are, not that there is no people at all. Maybe few or serveral people minimum. But on the other hand, if i am right, some or lot of you will confirm advice me or people to learn... Well, i am sorry, this cannot be done as i can only dare to say that...

Last thing to say, if i am very good in every game programming and other programming, i WILL confirm shoot my 2 IDIOT FRIENDS! Actually, if they got say a bit polite, i am sorry, please do yourself, maybe i might consider... NOW... hiaz... better don't talk to them... especially Wenfu... He maybe very mature and independent, BUT he is NOT the KIND person! That's all what i know!

That all for the sad day. Continue the next happy day. But may be a bit slow as i am doing my facebook or facebook games... lol...

My Elder sis marriage..

2009-12-05T14:35:00.002+08:00

Just for a short update.

Almost forgot to say in my blog, my elder sister married with Herman on 18 Nov 2009! I wish them the happiness and longevity everlasting couple! Happy Wedding, my elder sis :-).

I got her photo, but not so that clear... But still, i am happy to take the photo with my elder sis. Will post her picture here after i finish my term test. Ok got to go, see you all in next update.

Many things to say... but will forget...

2009-11-28T10:45:00.004+08:00

Funny for me, i thought i got many things to say, but look like keep forgetting... Oh well, anyway, eat sweet if possible. ^_^.

Ok... firstly say is my classmate... which sometimes he is quite funny... but still i assume him he is still a bit bad... you know... that time i try to ask him in lunch time, and he playing his game!?! only tell or teach me a little of it... Zzz... only that if i talk to him, then he is VERY interested... what the hell...

About the programming code of the OOGP (Object-Oriented Game Programming)... well... seriously say... for now i just want to find the answer of it... for the assignments... Don't tell me why... i see the code like i feel like i don't want to study it. Or even wrose, i want to destroy the code!

Well actually this programming code if people or student willing to learn without playing computer game, then ok. But on the other hand, for me, well i think some or few of my friend know by now that i am the playing game type... do you think that can always forget for playing computer game? I tell you to those who still not know me, my answer is, "no". If i try to forget, i become like quite mad and maybe will get emotion if i don't play my game. Oh, by the way... there is some who also like me or other people in poly will not like the programming as well.. Of course in some different character. A lot of bad character, you know what i mean right? If not, will tell you some or few bad character in c-box.

Hiaz... i own my classmate... her name is Sophia... i feel bad for here seriously... i wonder... if i ask her in another assignment... will she not help me...? But then on the other hand... if i always ask her, she will like why i never learn at all. Damn me... I don't know next year still got Programming code a not... but heard my elder brother, or even my teacher (CC) say that there might be a lot of programming~! What the hell! I really would not want to see programming code again seriously say. Unless i very determine to learn, but am i the one? Sorry to say once more, answer is "NO".

To Sophia: Sophia, actually i also have heart too, not that i don't have the heart or black heart... i don't know how to say it... but... Sophia, please forgive me... but i hope in my next life and if we meet again, i will repay for everything like maybe help you do work or tell you important information, anyway will repay you as you once tell or teach me in programming... Or if possible, if i am still in present life, i will do my best to help you.

Talking about Sophia... i feel like a bit quite close friend to her, and... Tricia as well. Hmm... i call it fate bah...

Yesterday talk with one of my friend, Yun. I feel better now... :-). Yun, thank you for the chat. Thank you once again.

Ok, got to go. A lot of assignment to do. Maybe next week will update the blog... see you all.. ^_^

Oh ya, last thing to say, that is quite funny for me. Like i always like when deadline want to come, then i hurry to do it... don't know why. I always tell myself that i want to do early, but then, when i open, and then i think of facebook and the warcraft... x_x. Hope after i rest finish, i will do my assignment...

That's all. See you next update.

Happy Birthday Tricia!

2009-11-22T19:54:00.002+08:00

Just a short word only even if i got bad mood or whaatever... Anyway, Happy Birthday Tricia! Hope or may your brithday is the wonderful day. Happy Birthday, my friend.

Feeling very Emotional...

2009-11-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Feeling very emotional... Don't ask me why... Feeling very sad for now...

Stress and hopeless (con't)

2009-11-20T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hi, back again, maybe a short want... Ok... we stop at the english there...

Ok, Well... i just recall after the toastmaster end that I heard from my elder brother that time(Forgot already when my bro say) say that even if you studies very hard, you also cannot understand what he or she is teaching or talking about. Unless you fully understand what they say in english, or you will not understand at all...

Ok enough of my stupid comment of me... Anyway i stop to here, unless if nesscery... Just now i heard about don't give up in toastmaster speach... oh well... okok that is true... But it depand whether people is interested a not. I mean are they willing to learn a not... If they willing to focus and learn, ok la, that is good for them. If not... they will do other thing like doing work or job. Of course they will not like after they give up their study and they do nothing. As mention just now, they will try and find something to do, like go out and work.

Don't know how to explain it... But ladies and guys, try not to give up your studies... if you already in school, try to bear it... Me arh... haha... try lor... after hearing senior say about the topic of "not giving up" I now understand i got lot more to do... Well... for now... i try my best to study... Complain confirm will want... haha...

Ok got to go, see you in next update. by the way, got the new visitor, which is she my classmate, name Hikaru. Welcome to my homepage, please feel free to see around. If got any question, will gladly do my best to answer or reply you.. and since you here, hope you don't mind about my previous post... sorry and thanks...